Because of all the drama with kr bl in this site I think I'll just gonnaa read bl from Japan. They have a really good manga and many genre. For me kr bl seem good because of the full coloring and beautiful drawing. If you looking for good storyline there are plenty other sources from jp bl or chinese bl
Ngl i might kill myself if the love of my life just wasting his life away because of his guilt to me. Im glad he got back to medical field at the end