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Read the novel and...
It's full of r*pe.
The thought of falling in love with someone who r*ped me is so disgusting. BUT, with how the story developed, I couldn't blame TJ for falling in love with Zhenya. They were each other's match, but they just started sooo bad because of how Zhenya was raised as a person. After all, they were technically enemies, so it just makes sense that Zhenya would want to beat TJ up. I could stomach that, more than someone who claims to love someone and is cheating or physically harming them. Every time Zhenya tries to kill TJ, I feel like puking, but the thing is, he doesn't know his own feelings. He could only express them through seggs.
Overall, I'm not that satisfied with the ending. I want to see Zhenya to become more human. I want hkm to feel the guilt when he hurt TJ before. I want him to see the long term effect of him physically harming TJ and feel guilty, and that guilt will change him gradually. But nope, there's none of that.
The sexual tension was good though and Zhenya's character wasn't just a made up seggs addict psycho just cause the author wants him to be.