I read the novel on booktoki - There's no gang rape, it's def not as twisted as profundis.
The uke makes some 0 IQ decisions but they do explain why he has such low self-esteem/has no confidence later in the story (it is pretty traumatizing actually). There's a lot of uke running away, seme chasing type plotline. Hope that helps! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Novel can be found at ( https://zingtruyen.vip/story/bl-novel-thang-12/315555344.html). Will require using Google translate on the page + novel isn't completely translated yet.
Chapter 36 (Manhwa) aligns with Chapter 13 on the novel site. Happy reading! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
For Dear Benjamin
- ( https://noveltoon.mobi/pt/dear-benjamin-livro-1-19-novel-danmei?content_id=1910959)
For the sequel, Love Benjamin
- ( https://noveltoon.mobi/pt/love-benjamin-livro-2-19-novel-danmei?content_id=2027530)
Will require turning on Google translate on the page + unable to access last few chapters of each story, but most of the content is accessible.
Happy reading! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 uhhhh so a while back i downloaded a pdf of translated version of the novel but now i don't remember the original website so i just uploaded it, you're welcome
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1pz2lfhWany00MSbIKhPUPb8jubrTLhTt/view?usp=sharing









Alan is the ML
Roger is the villain
Sorry to the Roger ML believers ( ̄∇ ̄")
Not ONCE did I believe in Roger, I'm getting worried for fl TvT
I was sitting there looking at him while reading chapter 14 and thinking "I bet this guy is the problem here..." I don't know how much of what's going on is related to him or not, but I do not trust his suspicious ass. He felt off from the very start.
You hit it on the nail, everything sus about the mansion is related to him... ( ̄∇ ̄")
I’m glad I can still trust my intuition (⌒▽⌒)