
Jesus Christ this is fucked up and I'm here for it. Honestly, the fact the main character is self aware of being a horrible person and hates himself for it is what makes me stay. It's not brushing off his bad actions, it's not like "oh, hehe cute, shroud all the bad things in happiness, let's try to justify this". It's just cold hard reality and I'm here for it. Alexei is a shitty person, he knows he is, and I'm very curious as to how this will play out and what Alexei will do by the end of the story.