HEY does anyone know if this story is still on going and if so how many chapters are there and do we ever get to see Kay and the ML again????? I NEED ANSWERS
i think one more side chapter then its over either that or 2 and the last chapters we don't even see them we only see the green haired guy with the white haired guy
Ngl I so had a feeling that the younger brother had a crush on the MC but since it was never expanded on until now I just assumed his actions was just something to fill in the not super plot relevant sections of the story or just weird character writting but to literally read the MC saying "What kind of guy jerks off to his own hyung" literally had my jaw on the floor i knew something like this would happen but like DAMN
The mc is a real bad ass at the start. He was smart, strong and had a really confident type of personality. But not its like ever since he heard Rafaels backstory, he's soft now? Which is weird since he himself said that rafaels actions are still unforgivable regardless of his backstory. I just hate how our mc is kinda....stupid now? What happened to our wild card character?
I was thinking the same thing, like how did he suddenly just throw his whole thing about avenging his mother aside like it didn’t matter anymore?
EXACTLY and let's say that MC had to feelings for Rafael, cool whatever. Why in this way? Sacrificing the MCs whole character for a relationship that's only pinned down to time skips we don't see and pointless sex? No a good look. It would've been better if the MC had a messy kind of romance with Rafael, something like the MC couldn't return to normal society because hes been posing as a monster so long he became one and the idk Rafael is the only one who can really match his level or he stuck with him. No for true love but a sick and twisted kind of love, a love that's like "We're both bad so let's just date." Ykwim?????
Ngl if you guys want something similar to this but better just read sadistic beauty side story. Its just as awful in terms of story elements (like the realist situations like kidnapping/SA)but the plot is good
Omg yes such a good oneeee
I will say the blonde hair character is definitely charming and I enjoy his somewhat childish personality and I also enjoy the world building and relationship he has with the MC(I dont support everything he does realisticly i enough the dynamic and drama). What I don't like is that it's all going to be thrown away because the mpreg, surprisingly I genuinely didnt suspect the mpreg of Mc because I (and maybe other readers) were so focused on the world building. Okay now let's say gun to the creators head they HAD to add mpreg, but why so soon? If the creator wanted to add mpreg why not further the world bulding to where it isn't a interesting or huge plot point anymore by having a few more chapters were we see more of the world, it's mysterious creatures and how the characters interact with each other within the world. I don't mind the mpreg personally I'm just disappointed that we won't be able to see the characters interact the same way they did before I feel as if everything is going to be watered down. (03/31/2025 edit!!!!) I also just wanted to add the reason why I'm so focused on the world building is because that's really the only way we see Kay's true personality. In reality Kay is quite a boring character compared to the male lead but I will admit I did enjoy him more when he wasn't interacting with anyone. I feel as if the world really allowed us, the readers to follow along and understand Kay's feelings and actions. Essentially the world building was a good plot device to push conflict and introduce new plot points, especially for Kay and now that it's going to be removed Kay is going to be completely outshined by the male lead and fade into the background. I'm not saying I'm going to drop this because I've read it 3 times already but I will say my expectations won't be the same.
Idc if you're and adult or minor If you're reading this and think it's okay for a grown man to draw two children in a sexual manner you're disturbing. Yes stuff like this happens in real life between people under the age of 18 but it's still shouldn't be shown because they're still CHILDREN and I'm saying this as a 17 year old. Even though the creator makes up for this in his most recent works this is Manga is still disturbing.
And before anyone tries to come for me you can 100% show sexual maturity for people under the age of 18 without showing anything graphic but if you do so have story that supports the message because if you don't it's literally just child porn.
maybe don’t compare it to real life child porn…? many csam victims have said they feel uncomfortable with the comparison cos it reduces their experiences to be on the same level as something fictional, albeit still bad, but it’s fictional. it could never compare to someone actually being exploited
But fiction can create reality....going based off what you said it doesn't matter what anyone present in a fictional world, even if it's child endangerment, sexual assault or anything that's honestly just bad. According to you it just doesn't matter cause it's not real. So if someone drew Child porn of a real life person, does it still matter? Even though the person and the situation is realistic what's actually happening isn't, so is it still valid? Also I want you to provide a source an actual article where it states that many csam victims have said that and let's say that is true that doesn't mean ALL victims feel that way. I don't understand why you're so comfortable with the fact that a grown man is romanticizing the sexual lives of children.
Csam is about actual kids. Actual kids being exploited. Fictional kids cannot be exploited or abused. You're comparing two completely different things. One is about an actual child and another about a fictional character.
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yeah it’s bad when someone draws little kids being raped by old men, but do you wanna guess what’s worse? actual kids being raped you must be young because once you reach a certain age you realise that it’s a better use of your time and energy to combat real life issues where kids are being exploited. whether that’s by donating money or volunteering with organisations, signing petitions and spreading awareness. and do you seriously think a journalist has gone out and asked ACTUAL VICTIMS what they think of drawn porn? you find this stuff out by interacting with communities and victims. have a good day, i hope you can show this much passion to real life issues
Shut up you faggot
you'll live faggot, and this is coming from me, another faggot
"and I'm saying this as a 17 year old" yeah, we can tell
I agree and I’m 21 and you’re 100% right
Thanks its very troubling to see adults in our society enjoy fictional child porn because the kids "aren't real" does matter if they're real or not why would you want to create something that's realistically disgusting in the fictional world? The only time the argument "they aren't real" works if it's like a fictional character dying on screen or something.
True that! Any sane person would think it’s gross. Luckily in some places like Australia they get sent to jail for writing or making stuff that promotes inappropriate things that is anything child related. Like “Daddies little toy” and the fact the author was like “I can’t look at my Kids the Same Way again” I mean granted the person was an adult but THE GUY HAD A THING FOR HER SINCE SHE WAS 4. So yeah that author was gross and I hope she loses custody of her kids.
If it’s just FICTIONAL then I guess they shouldn’t add warnings to people and make them relive their traumas
There's nothing wrong with complaining about authors drawing literal minors having sex though, Im more surprised that YOU'RE DEFENDING these types of authors. AS A COCSA VICTIM, One of the biggest reasons why that kid fucking raped me was because of childporn manga, other stuff too but it was one of the causes, fiction can affect reality. And what they're calling out IS A REAL LIFE ISSUE, not just something you read off a manga, it genuinely happens
I apologize if it came off as me trying to defend the author I'm 100% NOT trying to do that the last thing id want is to defend something like that as a victim myself and I'm very sorry
Lol nvm I thought you replied to me
Tbh at first I didn't think much of this story but as I read more and more I got really pissed off. Personally I didn't care if the Mc and the male lead had sex or not I just hated that half their relationship was a "will they fuck or won't they?" I also hate how stupid they make the Mc. Don't get me wrong they don't have to write the MC to be a know it all it's interesting to have the MC draw his own conclusions at the situations that are presented to him it's just that he tackles them in the WORST way ever. Not only that he seems to really have no personality besides the fact that he's an S rank guide and doesn't want to have sex. Going back to the male lead I genuinely have no problems with him I like his personality and carisma and how his attitude bounces off the other characters. It's genuinely just the male lead that I have a problem with, I don't like the fact that he's clueless all the time and does the same think for 45 chapters. And his relationship with the male lead also falls apart because let's be honest we both know the male lead doesn't really love the Mc per say but is just fascinated by then and honestly that would've been fine if they wrote the MC better. Idk for me it's just like everything is out in the open but the Mc will still looking inside if that makes sense. The story has interesting characters and world building but that doesn't matter if the character we have to see 90% of the time doesn't adjust and understand any of it.
I know this is already really long but I just wanted to add a little more about the male lead. Just cause he has flaws doesn't mean he's poorly written in my personal opinion he's just very siff in writing if that make sense because the Mc doesn't have enough personality to really bounce of the male lead. They have chemistry (i don't mean romantically I just mean they have multiple settings of interactions) it's just that it seems the author can't do anything with it because they didn't put any type of thinking into the Mc. The Mc is basically just a strongb S rank guide that constantly is sex repulsed and has only don't his job a total of 3 times throughout the story. He doesn't so anything at all and it's sad that in the first few chapters it seemed like the MC was hiding a huge secret and maybe this dumb persona he had was just an act and idk he was gonna he revealed to be something cool. I'm sorry this is so long but I just hate when stories have such a good concept but it falls apart because of something so small.
I agree but I his dumbness is kinda justifiable due to his past. Idk if I can give spoilers but to keep it vague MC couldn't really develop much due to the previous bondage that was forced on him (as shown through the mark on his chest)
That explains his lack of sexual interest but not lack of personality and for me that's the issue.
Read this for a second time and I can say will all my heart reading past chapter maybe 23 or 25 is a waste. The mystery and the world building is GONE! I have to admit I liked the weird relationship between the MC and ML I don't support it realistically but from a story telling point of view it was like really shocking to read the ML mindset. Their was constant low tension but tension nonetheless between the MC and ML and that was interesting. I also loved see Kay's thought on his "relationship" with the male lead and how he knew realistically their relationship wasn't possible and how it wasn't a genuine relationship he desired from the ML. Despite thought interesting factors it fell apart because of mpreg....whatever im not new to that type of stuff but I was still disappointed to see it. What pisses me off yet leaves me pleased is that kays thoughts on the Duke never changed. He still doesn't desire an actual relationship with the Duke but understands he enjoyed some of their sexual and interactions but understand that all that's their, the sex. I said in my first review that everything including kays simple yet comedic personality and how he interacted with the world was thrown to the side and I stick by this. If you want a decent read with dark themes like noncon and a ML that's genuine insane, sure, read this you will NOT be disappointed but if you're looking for those things to be constant just walk the other way.
I agree sm i read this while it was still ongoing and i honestly believed there was so much potential in the ml character development and how he goes from experiencing lustful flings that never hold because of his lack of interest in his partners to actually falling in love and having so much curiosity and enthusiasm about one person and actually creating a bond, but I guess it wasn’t meant to be considering how their relationship even started and it’s like all logic and reason is THROWN OUT THE WINDOW when kay was non-consensually impregnated it’s like wtf are we doing i mean as if kay wasn’t upset by their relationship enough, and instead of winning his love the ml just baby traps him unromantic love story final boss