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This? https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/no_more_regrets_just_kill_me/

Or
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_voiceless_sacrifice_of_the_black_dragon/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_silent_sacrifice_princess_and_the_black_dragons_marriage/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_dragon_king_s_silent_bride_a_witch_s_voice_lost_to_fate/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/party_wo_oidasareta_motoyushashibono_d_rank_bokensha_koe_wo_nakushita_sss_rank_mahotsukai_bishojo_wo_hiro_soshite_iyasareru/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/chords_of_affection_the_icy_monarch_s_love/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sweet_allegiance_to_the_lorenzi_family_tonight/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/somehow_my_tyrant_husband_has_became_cautious/

https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_young_lady_s_secretary/

Thank you for your response but, none of those is what I'm looking for. I really appreciate your help, thank you

she has a blonde hair and woke up on a church and tries to suicide but she came back each time she does it, then finally when he meet the ml she ask to be killed and he eventually did it. But she woke up alive again but this time the ml also got back in time

1) gift
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/gift_ichinose_yuma/

2)dysfunctional family therapy
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dysfunctional_family_therapy/

3)nirameba koi
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nirameba_koi/

4)outsider communication
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/outsider_communication/

5)oko sama star
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/oko_sama_star/