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I don't know what's wrong with me rn, my ex boyfriend broke up with me last month, because of how I treated him. I kept avoiding him cuz I got turned off cuz he always smell bad, and I know I must just talk to him with it, but I don't wanna hurt his feelings (even tho I just f*ckingg DID). I kept on showing him hints that I'm distancing myself for him to be self conscious. And after days of avoiding him, he was done. He sent me a message he said He didn't know what was wrong w him/ w his actions that made me avoid him, and so, he was sooo done w me, and now I apologize and I still didn't tell him straight to the point why I keep on avoiding him, but he didn't reply, in short we didn't really got a proper breakup, but I understand. Not replying to me was already an answer.
Now everything felt so empty. But It's still so weird cuz I still keep on checking his account even tho I don't feel anything for him anymore, I STILL CHECK TF ON HIM.