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Guyss can you help me find this Yaoi/BLmanhwa???
College BL setting.

The top has a traumatic past and when he went to college, he met someone who triggered his trauma. He also has a doctor who goes to him every time it triggers his ptsd.

The bottom in the manhwa (White haired) had an amnesia or like he can't remember his childhood and he has a rich bestfriend (red haired) who takes care of him.

I have been looking for this for more than a year now huhu pls help me /TДT)/