
Where the MC is actually traumatised by being SA'd/raped etc and it's not treated like nothing the day after? And preferably where the ML is not the assailant/rapist.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/deadlock/
This has the best depiction of rape trauma imo. And the mc isn't a weak person either. He's a tough detective who can fight well but when he gets raped (it's a spoiler I'm sorry...) u can tell it really affected him. The ML isn't involved in it but he helps the mc overcome the ptsd
back to school
Contains spoiler :
I don't really remember the plot but I do remember the bottom had to take a long time to move on from the sa. And when the perpetrator tried to get back with him, he was rejected since bottom has moved on and already got new bf.
Info : there is a side story of what would happen to bottom and perpetrator if the sa never happened.
OUROBOROS
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ouroboros_1/
Boy meets Maria
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/boy_meets_maria/
Back to School
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/back_to_school/
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I'll suggest another one then (if you haven't read it already), i just remembered it addressed rape as a very serious matter too, with no romanticizing and turning the page like it was nothing:
A Painter Behind the Curtain
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/a_proxy_painter/
I like both yaoi and shoujo/josei. (Hands up if you do too. I'm starting to think I'm the only one.)
But the lack of personality that most shoujo MCs have is annoying. Like, they don't put up a fight at all and they're all pretty much the same. I liked Kyou, Koi Wo Hajimemasu because the MC had a lot of character.
I'm looking for a shoujo/ josei manga or manhwa with a lot of drama and angsty relationships. My favourite yaoi manga is Koisuru Boukun and I really enjoyed watching the anime adaptation of Sekaiichi Hatsukoi. So something similar to those but with a straight couple.
My all time fav though it might not be what you're looking for:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/unbalance_x_unbalance/
Student x teacher, angst, great plot imo
why even bother, just simply gfy and your life would be infinitely better.
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Saying that she's imposing on him, and forcing him to accept her feelings whilst disregarding his. Feeling all sorry for him.
As if he didn't do all that and worse to Senpai right from the beginning. He's getting a tiny spoonful of his own medicine and look how he's handling it.
Read the manga again. Senpai had all the ways to get out of the relationship since forever, and reading the mangaka's notes, it seems senpai had a special bond towards Morinaga since the beginning, but —In her words— he was slow at realizing it.
Morinaga had never had malicious intentions and he doubted himself all the way.
The parents did seem to have malicious intentions before; they even dishonored him publicly, so it seems the mom has a bit more of a conscience than the dad, but her actions are not karma for Morinaga; her actions are repentance of her own. You can't expect a victim to get "karma" for an unrelated matter from one of his previous abusers. That's... weird...
Your analytical ability lacks a bit, as I said, re-reading might help you.
Morinaga never had malicious intentions
... Are we reading the same manga?
Are we? He never intended anything to hurt Senpai, they just clashed.
What is your definition of "malicious"? Or are you misusing a word like the modern kids like to do? Exaggerating the true meaning of the acts to victimize events?
I've re-read this manga many times.
And each time Morinaga still rapes Senpai. Multiple times. He takes advantage of the fact that Senpai is lonely and threatens to leave him. He forced him into a sexual encounter in the middle of the street, even though he knows how reserved Senpai is.
Even though he says he cares about Senpai's feelings, his actions almost always prove otherwise. He continuously ignores how pressured he makes Senpai feel and only truly cares about his own feelings most of the time.
Senpai possibly having closeted feelings for him doesn't change any of that. If anything, it makes all of Morinaga's actions worse. I can sympathise with him feeling rejected and different from everyone else, and I think that's also one of the underlying reasons why Senpai bonded with him.
But acting like what he did in the past is fine because it wasn't "malicious" shows a severe lack of analytical ability. Would you say the same about a parent who beats their child to discipline them because they want them to be a better person in the future? I hope not.
I'm imagining you facing a rape victim and saying that they “just clashed” with their rapist
Morinaga only wanted to leave because it was painful for him to stay by senpai with the feelings he had for him... Senpai was one who never usually cared for other people much that's why Mori thought it wouldn't affect him...
It was made extremely clear in early chapters that souichi didn't really have a problem with having sex with morinaga, he was just busy most of the times... And then in volume 7 senpai realizes it for himself the reason he did it with morinaga wasn't because morinaga "blackmailed him" it was because he wanted to...
Senpai isn't also that innocent of a character when you think about it, even after knowing about Morinagas feelings for more than a year, he would be blatantly homophobic, he would take out his anger on Mori about how much he hated gays
What happened in early chapters between Mori and senpai is definitely not overlooked! Both of them aren't perfect characters but they do in fact love and care for each other a lot, and they show it!!
Yes yes it's the same.
Yara yara whatever. I don't like to argue with people that mix reality with fantasy, you win congratulations :3 *pat pat*
Thank you! I really had this stuck in my throat, but I was weighing how worthy it was to argue with people like that. I'm extremely thankful for your commitment and I totally agree with you.
It just baffles me so much how people mischaracterize those two!!
More proof that Morinaga always prioritises his own feelings over Senpai's. He didn't leave because he felt guilty about raping him, he left because he couldn't sincerely love him.
Senpai has always been very caring but he just shows it in a very tsundere/atypical ways. Why else do you think he let Morigana stay around him after he confessed his feelings? The whole think with that stalker happens because he cared around a random woman of the train with heart issues. And he always takes care of his family too.
And if you really think Senpai didn't have a problem with being raped by Morinaga right at the beginning after that, I suggest you go and read those scenes again. He told him to stop and that it hurt, he was angry and even cried in the shower afterwards. Even for a tsundere, that's definitely not the reaction of someone who wants to sleep with another man.
Plus he had his trust broken by someone who knew he already had trauma from a previous rape attempt. It must have been even more painful knowing that Morinaga saved him from a would be rapist, only to become the one that would rape him later.
The only thing Senpai is guilty of is being openly homophobic but, considering all the negative experiences he's had with gay people (including Kurokawa who he caught trying to kiss his unconscious brother), it's really no surprise that he doesn't react well to them. He's a victim who was lonely and unfortunately had feelings for his rapist before the event.
I agree they're both not perfect characters and that's why I like the story. But I hate how everyone pities Morinaga as if he's done no wrong and ignores Senpai's trauma just because he tries to stand up for himself.
Senpai has no trauma, and no one is pitying Morinaga here.
Did you entirely miss the part where Senpai says to him, "If I had fucking hating it, or if I REALLY didn't want to do it, I would have fucking killed you instead of doing it."
Senpai is strong and hits promptly. If he didn't want any of it he would have reacted a lot harsher.
Senpai himself cleared the waters between them.
And no, senpai is NOT ONLY guilty of being homophobic, he has many, MANY issues and flaws, but people tend to sanctify him just for how ambiguous that first night was.
What do you mean Senpai has no trauma? Do you not know he was almost raped by a professor before? Or do you mean he wasn't traumatised by Morinaga raping him?
Are you forgetting that he was drugged the first time? He physically couldn't stop Morinaga but made it very clear he didn't want it at the time. Therefore it was rape, no matter what he said afterwards.
Senpai is proud and he cares about Morinaga, which is probably why he said that before. Or it was about their second time which he consented to but I'd still say he was pressured into that.
Name some of his many issues and flaws then. Like I said, he's not perfect and he deals with things in ways that most people wouldn't but that doesn't mean there's anything wrong with it. Aside from being homophobic, the only other main issue with him is his temper.
It makes more sense to sanctify an actual victim rather than his rapist.
Also the comment section is filled with people pitying Morinaga. How can you miss that?