
I'm looking for a manga I started got all the way to chapter 32 and lost it.
So it historical and basically he has consorts and when he went to go get a new one they switched her out for a male slave they kept who really beautiful. The prince falls for him but he's still kind of abusive but cares for him deeply teaches him to write and such cause he's mute

Does anyone wanna recommend anything like abused broken or had abusive parents. I like the hardcore stuff

Still confusion, you might like this.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/dekinai_ko/

Any newer good yaoi with bdsm or just really rough or controlling sex?

Not a new manga...
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hard_core_heart/
Also this one :
First story and the sequel for the first story but it's not yet translated
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/amaeru_kubiwa/
https://myreadingmanga.info/koko-suwaru-karameru-yubiwa-kr/

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http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kimochi_no_yukue_meiji_kanako/
not very new but it's very rough and controlling and includes a lot of BDSM. one of my ~rough~ favorites (although it was a bit depressing)

heya @mlr been quite a while since i see you around.
oh, @OP. it's the most recent one for rough handling http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kizudarake_no_hakoniwa/
you should learn to appreciate every generation's artwork, you'll be missing out on the great bdsm classics. they don't make it as extreme as it was anymore. check the covers of the ones in here if you want. you'll find what you like. http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangalist/203736/?filter=&page=1

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kinbaku/ http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/pet_keiyaku/
http://www.mangago.zone/recommend-manga/tiger_bunny_dj_play_room/ the seme looks like pidge or matt from voltron.

Is there any super hard yaois with heavy abuse mental and physical

this one for sure
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/camellia_minami/

yeah, Not much of them have mental abuse but physical yes. Try some of these
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sasayaku_no_wa_sono_yubi/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/killing_stalking/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nishikaidan_no_akuma/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nanadome_no_gomenne/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sumomo_harada/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/cut/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_baker_on_the_first_floor/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nii_chan_harada/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/to_take_an_enemys_heart/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kalimeris_porno/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/warehouse/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sadistic_boy/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/under_grand_hotel/

Have you tried reading Tagame's?

well, i'm someone who reads hardcore and i stumble upon those when i add them on my list.
love prism tops them all. second should be hua hua you long then grand guignol then venus ni seppun.
btw, sadahiro mika is the same mangaka of undergrand hotel and the uke in venus suffered waay more despite not being outside of prison.

Is there any yaoi where the boy Was like a experiment or doesn't understand how to be normal or anything and someone takes care of him 24/7

don't know if it will be good... well he isn't experent but he is dummy who cant do anything by himself so seme helps him
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_cant_even_breeth_without_you/

Is there any good like innocent kinda absent minded yaois where he always needs to be taken Care or kinda helpless cry baby kinda way

http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_cant_even_breeth_without_you/ - MC matches with your request.
It's not a yaoi but this guy with purple hair he's kind of a assassin? Has a fake marriage with a wife with a high libido and his co workers is obsessed with him kidnaps him for a bit I think
What sort of crazy manga is this? Lmfao
This one? I know u said manga but still -
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/household_affairs/