
This is one of the first times that i relate to a character.. a BL character. YOUNG Seo in reminds me of myself so much that it hurts to see how accurate some of his ideas/actions are.
Im talking about the jealousy/attachment part, altough it may be a bad thing to be possessive of your best friend but i totally understand him, i also sometimes get the thought of wanting to keep my best friend only to myself and to make them only like me. I know it's not really a good thing but it's also such a nice feeling being someone's numero one person.
I relate to teenager Seo in a lot of aspects, can be pretty realistic.

Honestly I've grown used to the rape in most manhwas but this is one of the few that genuinely made me feel like shit and also probably one of the only MANHWAS where the mc speaks up about the rape they went through, i genuinely hope the rapsit will have a shit terrible, but that will most likely not happen since most bl authors actually fucking suck at writing and have zero creativity..

If you're planning to read this, then DO IT. It's totally worth it.
Amazing read, amazing dynamic. amazing art, amazing philosophical references, amazing writing.
This truly worth reading it. Unlike most smut bls, this one has genuinely a good plot, and the tension between the two MCs with no sex involved makes it better than any other no plot smut BLs with sex scenes every 3 chapters. Enough with the comparsion, but seriously the tension was UGHH amazing and hot. The story writing is good and Yoohan is truly an underrated MC, I genuinely have a soft spot for cold, strong, power "bottoms" like him.
Male lead is totally a green flag with MC, totally a rare things to see nowadays, and boy he's hot as hell.
I love the philosophy involved in this, often referencing to nihilism, especially when it came to Yoohan.
Very nice secondary characters too (I love my hubbies Manager Choi and Hanseo)
I cant think of anything else for now, but this is truly a very nice read, especially at night, maybe read with some music in the background.

At this point it's not even the romance that I'm here for, I honestly find it comfortable to how depressing this can be, and some parts especially the character's emotions can be really relatable to the point its upsetting. Although I don't live the same life as the FL, I still empathize with her a lot, which is one of the main reasons why I'm so invested in this work.
Why is it always the ones with good art that make the weirdest shit