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beidouplshmu July 26, 2025 4:10 am

MALCOLM THE GOAT

beidouplshmu July 22, 2025 4:56 am

Guys i just caught up on reading the novel and WHAT THE FUCK is going on holy shit I thought everything would get less messy, LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER IG !!!!!

    my melody's felony July 22, 2025 4:59 am

    THERE'S A FUCKING NOVEL?????

    my melody's felony July 22, 2025 5:02 am

    please give me link i feel like im having withdrawal symptoms from being drip fed like this

    beidouplshmu July 22, 2025 5:23 am
    please give me link i feel like im having withdrawal symptoms from being drip fed like this my melody's felony

    bro ill give u the link but u will NOT be satisfied i'm currently crashing out LIKE WHAT THE FUCK: https://maplesantl.com/sugar_trap/ (my condolences)

    ShizukaRen July 22, 2025 5:45 am
    bro ill give u the link but u will NOT be satisfied i'm currently crashing out LIKE WHAT THE FUCK: https://maplesantl.com/sugar_trap/ (my condolences) beidouplshmu

    can you please spoil us as to what will happen in the novel?

    puni July 22, 2025 6:48 am
    can you please spoil us as to what will happen in the novel? ShizukaRen

    Spoil us!

    puni July 22, 2025 6:48 am
    Spoil us! puni

    replied to the wrong person but you get the idea..!

    beidouplshmu July 22, 2025 7:25 am
    can you please spoil us as to what will happen in the novel? ShizukaRen

    sure! ill try my best lol everything was a bit of a blur, i mostly rmr the recent ch's:

    Joohwan & Sihyun continue to talk abt BDSM, to which Sihyun isn't rlly receptive and brushes this convo off as unnecessary, but Joohwan insists they have a safe word (much to sihyun's annoyance, he chooses a safeword and it ends up being 'i love you'). Anways they continue to have hella sex, from what I rmr sihyun gets tied up, choked, and gets his dick teased relentlessly. Somewhere along the way, Joohwan realizes that he has feelings for Sihyun and is fucked cuz of the web of lies they have created for eachother from their fucking miscommunication (i think this is where this season might end off).

    Continuing, Joohwan wants to take these feelings seriously and wants to get to know Sihyun better, to which Sihyun is not very receptive, and Joohwan learns that Sihyun is super apathetic to everything in his life except for having sex (with him). Because of how much Sihyun enjoys sex with Joohwan, he starts to think there's actually a chance Sihyung might have genuine feelings for him and he later deicides he's gonna come clean abt his fake gf & how he was never dating min jinyoon (i think thats his name lol), along with telling him that he likes him. He eventually does confess, but Sihyun doesnt react much which leaves him confused, all sihyun says is "that means our relationship as sex partners will continue right?" and it seems like that's all that mattered to him. And Joohwan is like "uhh yeah it will? do u like me tho?" and sihyun literally says "idk". But anyways this makes Joohwan think they're dating (it wasn't just that, there was actually valid dialogue that would make anyone think they were dating, I just cant rmr it). And Joohwan is like so fucking smitten for this guy, he reads into every action they had together, they'd have dinner frequently and fuck. He starts to think sihyun might actually like him. also Joohwan was getting conflicted abt their BDSM plays cuz he feels bad leaving bruises and marks on him, and he thinks 'how is this any different from violence/rape?'.

    A lil bit forward, Joohwan confesses that he loves sihyun and they have sex. during sex, he asks sihyun to say that he likes him, to which he does say so. everything seems great, Joohwan is thinking of getting them rings soon. (shit is abt to get nefarious now). They get to hotel room and after fucking, Joohwan places the ring on sihyuns ring finger and wants to lovingly wake up to him and show him the surprise rings, BUT THEN HE TURNS OF THE TV AND HEARS THAT SIHYUN IS FUCKING ENGAGED TO WOMAN. JOOHWAN DOESNT BELEIVE TS AT FIRST BUT WHEN SIHYUN WAKES UP HE CONFIRMS IT, AND HE SAYS SO NONCHANTLY "I MEANT TO TELL U IT WAS SO HECTIC, BUT IT'S NO BIGGIE, SHE KNOWS IM SEEING SOMEONE ELSE ITS JUST A MARRIAGE" AND JOOHWAN IS LIKE WHAT THE FUCK WHAT ABT US AND OUR LOVE?? AND SIHYUN IS LIKE "GIRL WHAT LOVE? WE JUST FUCKIN??" AND JOOHWAN WAS SOOOOOO APPALLED (AS WAS I). anyways sihyun leads them to fuck again, and this time joohwan ties him up and blindfolds him. he ends up taking a break and gets up, but then he hears the sounds of sihyun ugly crying and he quickly goes back and sees the blindfold drenched in tears, he quickly takes it off and is like "DUDE WHY ARE YOOU CRYING?? IF U DIDNT LIKE IT THE SAFEWORD EXISTS FOR A REASON??" and sihyun continue to cry in his arms, and Joohwan is like damn I cant stop loving him even when he's screwed he over like this. and thats where we are at rn the end.

    Concerning Sihyun's character:
    I don't fully understand the guy, but he's been thru some trauma with love because his family is pretty broken cuz like his parents are divorced n stuff and his homelife seems harsh. I think it causes him to have a disassociation with love, and he just does things to please. Like he always wants to do whatever Joohwan wants in the relationship (which is one of the reasons why Joohwan thought Sihyn would have feelings for him). IMO i think he does have feelings for Joohwan but like doesn't even realize them cuz he doesn't know what love looks like. Also I feel he might be neurodivergent. He also doesn't really talk much so we don't rlly get a feel for what's going inside his head, we can only infer off the few things we know. It's so annoying cuz on one hand this mf rlly just had a surprise engagement and was like "we are dating and i love wtf?" after leading Joohwan on BUT there is more to the story and his character so i cant find in myself to hate him BUT IN SO ANNOYED WHAT THE FUCK I READ THE NOVEL TO SEE THEM PATCH UP THE MISUNDERSTANDINGS IN A SATIFYING WAY BUT IM LEFT WITH EVEN MORE MISCOMMUNATIVE CRAP THAT SOMEHOW GOT EVEN WORSE WHAT THE FUCKCKNOCDSIYUFGIVFI

    tl;dr THE MISUNDERSTANDINGS AND MISCOMMUNICATION SOMEHOW GET WORSE, JOOHWAN CATCHES FEELINGS, WE DONT KNOW ABT SIHYUN, BARELY ANYTHING IS CLEARED UP BUT THEY FUCK A LOT AND DO HAVE SOME NICE MOMENTS I GUESS??? sigh we have a long way to go still.
    IF U READ ALL THIS TY, IF I MISSED SOMETHING JUST ADD ON

    tnambb22 July 22, 2025 7:52 am
    sure! ill try my best lol everything was a bit of a blur, i mostly rmr the recent ch's:Joohwan & Sihyun continue to talk abt BDSM, to which Sihyun isn't rlly receptive and brushes this convo off as unnecess... beidouplshmu

    oh my god. I just felt like every emotion reading this

    ayaoya July 22, 2025 8:00 am
    sure! ill try my best lol everything was a bit of a blur, i mostly rmr the recent ch's:Joohwan & Sihyun continue to talk abt BDSM, to which Sihyun isn't rlly receptive and brushes this convo off as unnecess... beidouplshmu

    what the hell did I just read

    kuro_shiro09 July 22, 2025 8:05 am
    sure! ill try my best lol everything was a bit of a blur, i mostly rmr the recent ch's:Joohwan & Sihyun continue to talk abt BDSM, to which Sihyun isn't rlly receptive and brushes this convo off as unnecess... beidouplshmu

    What chapter are you on?

    beidouplshmu July 22, 2025 8:21 am
    What chapter are you on? kuro_shiro09

    27, that's how far the english tranlation is rn

    Spitfire July 22, 2025 9:52 am
    27, that's how far the english tranlation is rn beidouplshmu

    i havent read it but i hv the complete ebook if u want to release that frustration

    tavola July 22, 2025 12:07 pm
    sure! ill try my best lol everything was a bit of a blur, i mostly rmr the recent ch's:Joohwan & Sihyun continue to talk abt BDSM, to which Sihyun isn't rlly receptive and brushes this convo off as unnecess... beidouplshmu

    Sheesssh thanks for the spoiler, I started reading the novel too but got too lazy ahhah but i really want to know what happens to min jooyoung the actor and kim jinyoung the newbie. Idk if i mixed up the names but can you tell us pls thank youuu <3

    Xiao July 22, 2025 12:57 pm
    sure! ill try my best lol everything was a bit of a blur, i mostly rmr the recent ch's:Joohwan & Sihyun continue to talk abt BDSM, to which Sihyun isn't rlly receptive and brushes this convo off as unnecess... beidouplshmu

    Hmm, i kinda hate this kind of story ╥﹏╥, i think i need drop this one

    beidouplshmu July 22, 2025 8:19 pm
    i havent read it but i hv the complete ebook if u want to release that frustration Spitfire

    OMG CAN U SEND IT TO ME PLS

    beidouplshmu July 22, 2025 8:24 pm
    Sheesssh thanks for the spoiler, I started reading the novel too but got too lazy ahhah but i really want to know what happens to min jooyoung the actor and kim jinyoung the newbie. Idk if i mixed up the names ... tavola

    Nothing rlly happens, and i did skip some parts that didn't involve joohwan or sihyun. But Min Joonyoung continues to have bsdm sex w his boyfriend, and one day Joohwan see's the marks, and he freaks out and is like "are you sure your into this???? this just looks like assault???" and Joonyoung is like "yes i am, i like stuff like this" and it just gets Joohwan questioning what exactly he's doing to Sihyun. Nothing rlly happens w jinyoung he just shows up sometimes LOL

    my melody's felony July 22, 2025 9:02 pm
    i havent read it but i hv the complete ebook if u want to release that frustration Spitfire

    PLEASE FEED ME

    my melody's felony July 22, 2025 9:03 pm
    bro ill give u the link but u will NOT be satisfied i'm currently crashing out LIKE WHAT THE FUCK: https://maplesantl.com/sugar_trap/ (my condolences) beidouplshmu

    THANK YOU AND RIP

    Spitfire July 22, 2025 10:22 pm
    OMG CAN U SEND IT TO ME PLS beidouplshmu

    sure just send an email to [email protected], i will send it there

    beidouplshmu July 22, 2025 11:08 pm
    sure just send an email to [email protected], i will send it there Spitfire

    done!

    my melody's felony July 23, 2025 12:07 am
    sure just send an email to [email protected], i will send it there Spitfire

    sent!

    blep July 23, 2025 1:36 am
    i havent read it but i hv the complete ebook if u want to release that frustration Spitfire

    can I also request for it too?

    tavola July 23, 2025 7:12 am
    Nothing rlly happens, and i did skip some parts that didn't involve joohwan or sihyun. But Min Joonyoung continues to have bsdm sex w his boyfriend, and one day Joohwan see's the marks, and he freaks out and is... beidouplshmu

    Oop omg okok hahahah so actor min does actually have a bf huh anyways thank you for the spoiler

    puni July 23, 2025 7:52 am
    sure! ill try my best lol everything was a bit of a blur, i mostly rmr the recent ch's:Joohwan & Sihyun continue to talk abt BDSM, to which Sihyun isn't rlly receptive and brushes this convo off as unnecess... beidouplshmu

    LMAOOO. this was an AMAZING spoiler summary by the way I genuinely appreciate the hell outta you for this. Honestly I seen people here saying they’re not interested in the story but I like where it is at right now even with all of this but LMAOO ts crazy.

    your yaoi jesty July 23, 2025 9:08 am
    sure just send an email to [email protected], i will send it there Spitfire

    Hai… CAN YOU PLEASE SEND IT TO ME TOO

    Spitfire July 23, 2025 12:20 pm
    can I also request for it too? blep

    sure, just come on my email :3

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