After MC gets with that girl and breaks MLs heart briefly by saying he never loved him, was that a lie? Did he ever actually him or was he just using ML to get through the pain of his illness?
I’m having a hard time sympathizing with MC, unless he was just trying to date that girl because he didn’t want to hurt ML knowing he was going to die in the end.. it seemed like MC did love ML but idk…
“All I ever wanted was to be loved” and then turns around and treats Heart like shit…. Right right
I’m usually on the front lines with the wokejoshis but I’m really lost as to the controversy here. There are hundreds of actual portrayals of childhood to barley adulthood grooming on this website… the author could have gone about it different but they didn’t make some weird buildup background and show multiple rapid growing stages with sexual undertones throughout it all, nor do they really make ML act like a child. MC watching him for ONE night
Could be speaking too soon bc we’re only 12 chapters in and there’s clearly more backstory
The end to Siwons chase was actually so satisfying in comparison to other red flag MLs but the memory loss part made me want to rip my fucking hair out
I’d kill myself if I was Joe, personally. Probably in front of the both of them, change the trajectory of their lives forever
The brother kind of killed me with the “not one gay son but two”
I really hope they adapt the entire novel and doesn’t jsut end when it hits a happy mark… I feel like most manhwas don’t go too far past 100 these days and where not even like halfway though..
it’s already bad enough what silon is doing to Jun but, with every chapter of the backstory, the dynamic just gets grosser silon is a repeated offender I fear…
I’ve been looking at the raws so scared for the translations…
I want heonjae to be endgame so bad but it’s all just the ponytail freak
Haedam and namu look so much alike I keep getting confused who’s who













