beta
chan & taein both really care for him they both want what’s best for him even if that means leaving, chan hesitated because he really wanted him to stay but taein pushed him away because he doesn’t want him to be miserable like them, they all lead lives that pushed them into behaving like monsters and they treated guides horribly like an emotional outlet for their anger and grief but they finally found a guide that is much much more than just a guide he’s self sacrificing and isn’t selfish, he doesn’t just take their shit which is rare as a guide, I feel like the commander is going to go really freaking crazy when he finds out he’s gone, he even changed his mind towards the end and told him to survive he didn’t want them to die together anymore