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i recommend ya bl Sand Castle for angsty relationship. It's like A (uke) like B (seme) but B is interested but not that interested with A. They got into relationship where A always getting mixed signals from B and B only is with him because he's trying to test A on how long he'll hold on to that relationship (while he cheats under A's nose too) (??).
I can say A is the type to fall in love first and tend to push his feelings to the person he likes. However, his feelings to that same person don't last long. Looks like to me, A only likes the thrill in a relationship but once he gets bored, or his partner doesn't give him the reactions and satisfactions he expect, he falls out of love, break up with them and continue his life (find other who fits his taste and repeat the same cycle).
Basically;
A falls in love with B --> B is popular and refers to A as plaything to pass the time --> A is a pushover --> B cheats and acts like nothing happened but blame A for throwing a tantrum --> A gets hurt and moves out--> B gets attached --> Broke up --> A is no longer interested in their rs (no thrill means no excitement. A is pretty masochist) --> B chasing A--> A doesn't care, but he let B chase him at the same time test B on how long he can endure it --> B is like a dog, the satisfaction i felt whenever he cry his eyes out in front of A is top tier --> A slept with some freshman --> B threatened A and leaked their sex vid in their school --> A gets hurt and B comfort and manipulated him into a relationship again --> comeback = happy ending.
(Congrats on understanding my grammar and making it to the bottom