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i know it looks like i'm sum masochists round here but i am addicted to stories with these heartbreaking, painful parts where ukes or semes even, realize their feelings and think its all for naught — it reallyyyyy breaks my hearttt and the pain sucksss so baaaddd but i can't stop reading it and i end up clinging onto it like a pitiful child like our uke AHHHH I NEED A SECOND MALE LEAD TO MAKE OUR SEME JEALOUS, IF IT HURTS LIKE HELL FOR ME, WHO'S JUST READING THIS, WHAT MORE FOR THE UKE HIMSELF? help minnaaa
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