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what y'all don't understand is that this is swt in pretty old times where it was acceptable for men to beat their family for no reason, plus back then when people had been born into power they'd think they are more than everyone else therefore they could abuse who they want, he does feel bad about the stuff he's done, it can be easily seen in some of the chapters. Many mangas set in this time would probably have a lot of abusive relationships for this exact reason. It's just realism as sad as it is