THE THING IS I KNOW THE PARENTS STORY IS GONNA END UP DEPRESSING ME
I KNOW THAT IT HAS A BAD ENDING BUT UGHHH I WISH THEY COULD JUST BE HAPPY
IM SO SAD
I HOPE THE FATHER DOESNT LEAVE AGAIN
also what if they end up naming the baby hyeonji or smth i will actually rip my heart out
nevermind me and my single ass smiling so widly seeing people in live
its not like i want to have someone to be that tender with pffft
no no, i know the chief is going to meet a contact or go to company b directly. i think he's only trying to act nonchalant. he got up immediately after onoe and kaburagi got to him. hohooooo i love where this is going actually i want to see the chief a bit unhinged
i wake up i think of them
i sleep i think of them
im angry i think of them and call down
im sad i think of them and smile
IM CRYING BEC IK NEXT CHAPTER WILL HURT BUT ALSO THE FATHER IS SO FUNNY "the two things you can never hide are love and a sneeze" is so good
you know he still has a while until he actually fixes himself and we're not going to celebrate less than the bare fucking minimum of course but i can appreciate that 1) he knows that he has terrible habits 2) he is willing to work on them and change them and 3) i believe he understands now that him stressing dan out is the reason for the sleepwalking or at least it can cause it with the whole im sorry mr joo (broke my heart when he said he was scared)
so i can appreciate it for what it is, wanting to change and break old patterns, but not being there yet
a transitional period if you will
im about to ramble, and im going to do it here cause i have no one else to talk to about this
i stopped reading right before the backstory, mainly bec life slapped me since but also bec i kinda wanted to read the whole thing once its done
i saw the panel where the guys hugged him on the writer's twitter and came back
im jaekyung's number one hater, but i really like how this story is going so far. i like that he was suffering while realizing that (mentally and physically) but also that he realizes that maybe its too late and doesnt push dan. in fact he doesnt think of himself at all in this occasion. he just wants dan to get back to being healthy and its genuine. his thoughts are great "am i too late?" "what do i do from here on out?" "can i actually fix this?" "after all the shit i put you through" "im the one who destroyed him"
all good thoughts that show that while he is not at all there yet, its definitely a step in the right direction, if only a step. i really like how slow the author is going with it. it needs patience and care to write stories like this, and theyre taking it seeiously. overall IM BACK IN THE GAME BOY
i love them so much holy shit
i read this every month at least once until it updates and i never manage to get used to the art
its so beautiful it always punches me in the face with its beauty
but other than that i love everything thats happening and i cant wait to see whats next