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after binging the whole novel and sides lol, the only thing that made me mad was how many times paula forgives her sister like don’t get me wrong i know they have a complicated relationship bc of paulas trauma with losing her other siblings. they make it clear that’s why she can’t just let her evil sister go. but GOD the novel made me despise her more than i thought possible and paula was too kind to her even after some evil ass shit she pulls. i respect our fl that she remains adamant about not losing someone else, especially after lucas also, but i just wanted to see her sister get what she deserves with my own eyes and not just infer it oof. still this is definitely my favorite novel ive ever read hehe