So before I start my rant..and yes this is a rant
I have read the novel. This is a spoiler but not much of a surprise I guess, I mean we all know this is being foreshadowing the whole time but still spoiler non the less
Ok so....they show that yuder has a deep disgust?/mistrust/fear of what happened during his first heat as omega. And the reason is kishi pouncing on him due to him being close to his rut....and they ultimately spend their heat together, ((major spoiler))it's hinted that they have bonded during that time, not the bite on the nape kind but just bond sharing...which yuder is very nicely oblivious about. Till kishi breaks it and then is killed by yuder right after.
Now my rant is about this thing where this is not a one time thing...very often as much as kishi could be used to visit our commander yuder, spend some time with his, fuck his brains out and leave with the promise of a next time....when you look at it in 2d it's like they are forbidden lovers...and honestly at first it is shown like that to and yuder behaves as such too...in not so many words he does try to keep kishi from harm....not that it helped.
But as the story progresses we see what yuder hides underneath his mask...the fear, disgust and mistrust shines through when he again presents as omega...fear that he will be taken without his consent, disgust that he started such an impure relay with a man he clearly admired and devoted and loyal too, in his words trapping him in. And mistrust because while everything was going on the person he hated the most second to himself was probably kishi lol.
And you know whats sad about all this is that we see that kishi was having the same feelings minus the mistrust but add guilt and greed to it.
And noone can convince me otherwise that a man who is so in tune with what is going on in. Yuders mind (you have plenty of occasions to prove this) he is really distant to yuder. And probably he felt all that and saw that he was still reluctant, not completely willing and still STILL CHOSE TO IGNORE ALL THAT AND BED WITH YUDER AGAIN AND AGAIN!!! THAT MAN COULD LITERALLY WRITE WHAT WAS GOING ON IN YUDERS BRAIN BUT CHOSE TO IGNORE IT!!!! WHYYYYY?? was it like a dying man's wish? Was it because the bond compelled him and because yuder has kinda dulled his senses emotionally and is just coming back in touch with them...we don't know!!
There is no doubt that yuder also enjoyed the time he spent with kishi and looked forward to them...but the sex part was awkward/ disgusting for him, not that he didn't get pleasured or was disrespected during or after it, infact this dumb man kishi was so polite and professional that it felt like buisness and that hurt yuder too!! Bros were in love with each other but yuder was too naive to know and understand and kishi was to selfish and scheming to explain and make himself vulnerable. If I had a knife I would also drive it in his chest in frustration!!
Worse still that these feelings were so ingrained that our bro didn't want to get intimate again with kishi!!! This man was so emotionally scared!! And not a peep from kishi about all this weird behaviour it's like if you let me do this I will keep doing it until you question me or outright react negatively....yuder loved him toooo much to do that they had such a fragile relationship that he dared not to question anything kishi did because when he did ask shit he got silent treatment and ghosting....like it's true kishi has no way to protect him and was powerless and desperately drew the attention to himself while his most precious thing was safe under the noses of his enemies BUTTTT!!! where does it leave yuder?? Emotionally damaged till next lifetime and not to mention given how bad yuder is at surviving....kishis plan was shit anyway. My bro yuder found a unique way to die anyhow!!!! SO WHAT WAS THE POINT!!!!!
So if anyone was using this manhwa as a reference for baby care...not that you should but you know...I like to gather information like this while reading manhwas ╮(￣▽￣)╭
The guide-
1) No fever (temp>100°F) in a baby less than 1 yr is good so make sure to measure it every time you feel that the baby is warm/hot.
2) should you get a temp of 100+ F then try to cool down the baby first remove extra clothing (make sure the room temp is maintained between 25-27C) and if your babies cord had fallen off then you can wipe your baby with a wet cloth (but dry enough to not leave water on the baby) repeat temp after 1/2 hr..if fever persist then time for meds/hospital
3) teething doesn't bring on a temp which is consistently high..so keep rechecking temp...most likely the cause is not teething( in this case the inflammation of the gums caused the baby to have fever) and should visit hospital regardless
4) give the baby good teething material, carrots cucumbers or radish apple these are few things that help relieve the teething aches by providing texture to chew on...however always keep your eyes peeled for choking. Pacifiers help in this regards and iced pacifiers are best....don't use any medication for this...not good for baby ( babies can bleed from gums should they be roughed up like it did her so be careful of what to use as teethers)
5) child will be irritable during the entire teething process and would love to put whatever they can in their mouth to relieve it..hence try to wash all the toys that baby uses, and keep your floors clean and make sure that whoever touches the baby or toys has properly washed their hands
Hope this helpsヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
I wonder why the uske us worried about paying the rent when he is already giving the down payment....with his ass.... (=・ω・=)
I don't want to be that person.....but why those yaoi hands have to make an appearance....i thought they were a thing of last ╥﹏╥
Both yaoi and shounen ai (and a few non- BL) but all are so damn adorable and they healed my heart :’)
Ofc this list doesn’t have any rape or non- consensual activites, just cuteness and fluff~
(Feel free to recommend if you could feel a bit more happier~)
P.s I used “seme” and “uke” while specifying who fell in love first even in the shounen ai ones from their general vibes
Hearts don’t mean anything it just looked colorless
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Soooo I should have realised that this author wouldn't give a good ending....like not a complete fluffy fluffy ending....
I am just crying seeing how taker is going to take time to reappear...if he does come back....I was expecting a sweet fluffy story after they had come this far....but noooo this author wouldn't
And it hurts sooo bad but it is soooo good ╥﹏╥
What to do
Soooo here is the thing both yi yi and feng decided to get IVF procedures done. For yiyi he wanted a baby coz he had no hopes for himself and wanted to give his parents a grandchild. Around the same time feng feng also wanted a baby so that he can have an heir who was safe from his scheming family....
The thing is the fengs had been tracking feng yao...so they knew that he had given his sperm for the process...and while all this was happening feng yao told the docs that he needed to switch his sperms with someone else so as to make sure that his sperm is safe from his family's manipulation.
The person doc chose was yi yi...so at the end of the day the sperm used was feng's instead of yi, making rourou fengs child biologically. Feng kept an eye out on both and then abducted them later....rest we know.
Now feng hadn't been a complete dick so he had kept yiyi's sperm safe under his name ...but that mean aunt who couldn't have children got hold of it....now the thing is fengs have special powers passed from gen to gen...it skipped feng yao and his father but the gene was there...the gene shows up as a birth mark. All three fengs(granddad,fengfeng,rourou) have this mark...but only rourou has the power....
The succession to the company depends on this mark/power...also why feng wanted rourou to a secret...coz dirty family politics. Aunt has a clue about this hence wanted feng yaos sperm(assumption)...so inherently the baby now born(to the feng aunt who didn't have a baby) is yi yi's....coz sperms were exchanged.
Now to the actual procedure that is done in IVF.
The patient/donor is asked to give his sperm in a bottle. This bottle is stored in a safe place... usually by cryogenic methods. When a surrogate mother who is willing to sign the contract is found these sperms are inseminated (pushed in the cervical opening via syringe) when the woman is most fertile(sometimes this is induced) it is also checked weither the surrogate is actually fertile before the procedure and also before insemination (release of the ova/egg has been done). With this done all that is left is to wait. She gets pregnant, the baby is handed over to the parent(s)
Here fengfeng's sperm and yiyi's sperms are not mixed..they are in seperate container and both the sperms were used on seperate women....the reason why rourou has golden hair is due to the foreign lineage of the surrogate mother used. Yiyi's child had blue...guess he family genes are dominant(⌒▽⌒)
Also while on this topic...IVF is extremely extensive and expensive and taxing...so if possible don't opt for it...if it's something as simple as oligospermia or just normal erectile disfunction...that still alright ....but otherwise it takes a lot of emotion mental and physical strength which is (in my opinion) not required. Success rate of these procedures is not that great either...please adopt children....far safer less taxing and definitely more rewarding.
This story shows how much of a "made up" society we live in....
the comments are just what she would hear if she ever went to anyone who is older than her for help.... your child your problem
However, parents should support their children...no matter how old they are...
Does anyone remember when that daiki kid was looking after his younger brother his mom said that I will put down my pride and ask for my parents help...it's not even a thought as a single mother of two kids to be asking for help....when parents should have offered before hand?
Similarly with naruse...that dude just saw his parents do stuff...didn't really think and was like I need to provide..but this poor man just forgot that he also has responsibility to take care of that child as well even if it just ment to talk to his wife...that it took 4 people to take care of his...his parents and grandparents together....but the society was not expecting him to do this right? So he never thought...it was only after they divorced did he realise
The mothers in the daycare also are like that they don't want naruse...a man to take care of a child...the simplest reason for it? Why would they remain special when a man can do that as well? It's sooo layered and in hiding that noone really realises that but that is the notion people feel...
A society is not progressive coz women wear small clothes or are fully covered...nor it is progressive when they are 'allowed' to study or choose a carrier option... Or whether they have babies or have no babies..it becomes progressive when these parameters don't matter at all....when people done blink or stare at a man being a house husband and a woman being a ceo....
What does it mean to be child of God? Like I understand nameless part...like if you poor you don't have a family name or a name in general....but I don't get the child of God thing...is it a bad thing or a good thing...
If dongbaek is child of God shouldnt they want to keep her coz she would bring them good luck or something....