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I'm reallyyyyyyy happy for yumi and his current bf now I really love the ending they had I wish I could see more of them. I really hate kan-chan but I just read his back story and ya know I really can't hate him ..... like is this filial ? I sympathize him... I read his sequel first "hadakero kaibutsu" and I was really happy for him but as I read this secondly I really hated him and thought he didn't deserve happy ending but I take it back but I still don't like him because violence cannot be justified no matter what!!! I forgive him but I don't too ya know I'm in dilemma