
Trigger Warning!!!
There’s a similar case in France “ I think” where the wife discovered that her husband had kept drugging her for 10 years and allowed other men to r@ p e her while she’s unconscious, when she discovered videos of her with different men. When I read it, how my stomach churned. So appalling, so traumatizing. But the wife go to court and successfully win the case, jailing all men recorded on the video and her husband. When I read the POV of the men saying that it wasn’t rape bcoz the husband allows it, or thought she’s into it —- I can’t hate them enough. Well, the sentence might not be satisfying enough but then at least she fought — that’s the justice system failure.
Then I remember this story, so similar. Still I’m always in awe for all the victim who kept living and overcome all those trauma. Keep fighting!

I want to be like Araki, that dedication—so goal oriented. Now that I’m deciding to risk it all in a slim chance to succeed.

But I think it's important to note that what works for you, works for you. Bc of this, I really liked the comparison this story made between Noah and Araki's mindsets. For example, I can't imagine myself being like Araki all the time, but I can kind of see myself in Noah with how he prepares as best as he can to score goals when he gets the chance to. I have goals, but my energy levels could never match that of Araki.
Need to marinate it