
I want to confide in but my English is very bad, shit. so I used google translate (。 ︿ 。)
So I started to not be interested in smartphone, I had been holding smartphone for almost 1 year non-stop. I want to go out of the house on my own way, but I can't drive my own vehicle yet and the healing place in my city is quite far away, even out of town. i'm so sick man. ok I know I am an extrovert, even for almost 1 year I have not interacted with anyone other than my family I need more than that, because if my family can't joke as much as I want there must be a limit but because I'm friends with anyone I don't have bestfriends until now but I need healing. & I don't even have online friends because I can't express myself through a smartphone. and whenever I'm lonely I always put food into my mouth so I can't chew it and cry, I'm sad too often but I also want to have the shape I want dan I also want to be healthy because I plan to live a long time but i can't because it's fun