
There's always a tinge of melancholy everytime I read this. Some parts are fun but whenever the focus is on mc, I'm just so fckin sad. The start really made a huge impact on me, her desperation to escape the game and go back to the freedom she rightfully earned in real life and her unwavering will to accomplish that goal is amazing. But the fact that she's still stuck and can't get out takes a toll on me as well. She's so close and yet the spoilers I unwillingly read makes it seem like she's gonna be there for a long time. It's like, she already fought her battle and won in the real world but somehow she has to deal with the same sht again? With the added pressure of dying of she fails. Shtty family, shtty fate, its the same sht she's suffering all over again. I feel so bad for her.
That's all, I just need to let out some feelings lol free my girl from all that sht!