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So like i want to dump for a bit.. TW// SA mentioned
I hate my family. A lot. But also appreciate them since they did everything for me like paying my school rent and buying food.
But i think they dont actually care for me you know. Okay so i dont want to make it a long story so basically they always hit me and then act like nothing happened and proceeds to act caring towards me. And actually when i was 5-6 years old, i was sexually assaulted by my real brother. So when i was 15 years old, i actually gathered my courage to actually tell them(only my sisters) what happened since no one knew ab it.( I was too scared since he blackmailed me and pressured me into not telling anyone) But they just went "huh, that happened? Oh okay.." and did not do anything. Its not like i was hoping for anything drastic to happen but still, its like they did not give a fuck. So yeah until now they just keep doing the same even when they know i used to sh back in the days. im just dropping this here since i have no one to depend on. Thanks whoever is reading this.