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I read the novel and to be honest after reading I was left with such a unsatisfied and disgusting feeling as no one in the story gets redemption arc and they neither get any consequences of their actions. I could understand shinje as he was weird from the start since he was in the facility but the others had normal lives. How did they turned to such digusting pueces of shit to treat MC like this. I can’t understand. At the end of the novel shinje somehow goes to coma due to fighting with the evil and MC has sex with him in his comatose state to wake him up with guiding. At the end the MC went away to live his own life away from four of them but he is soooooooo miserable. I understand his brothers death toll but not the yearning for Shinje. Because shinje is a piece of shit. Well all male leads are pieces of shit. They all used MC but the author have the nerve to portray as though they like him. Absolutely disgusting.