beta
its realistically beautiful. i truly love it. their love was so pure until akira made the wrong choices. however, no matter how much i try to understand akira, i just cant. he was the one to pursue nishi. he started it, he was so passionate about it, yet he was so quick to drop nishi and marry a woman. i know its a 5 chapter manga, akira's actions were explained more on the movie adaptation, yet its just not justifiable. i cannot sympathize with him one bit. he bought nishi so much pain for 8 years. i just can't ever understand how you can leave the greatest love of your life due to such petty circumstances. there might be second chances, but there are already cracks. nishi is an absolute sunshine, he has the heart to forgive, that's the only thing that kind of made me believe that they've truly reconciled.