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I just hope for them to be happy. Whoever with them, unless they're happy I'm OK with it.
For me its not like the mafia is so bad. I'm not saying this bc he's hot bc I never thought he's hot from the start tbh. And I know what he do to Jun family. But that's his work. He's a mafia and have a business. But mafia can have a lover too. Mafia can have a heart too. Just look how he treat kangjin. Ofc we all not know how will he come in the future soon. But I feel for him when he pats kangjin head when he cried for the first time infront of him.
Normally mafia will disgusting with such a thing but he treat kangjin normally. That show he still has heart. 2nd he beat that bastard bc he rape kangjin and he has wife but he treat his wife like shit and so the mafia give him punishment but still he think of his wife more. But when he realised that he's mafia. Why must he care abt other ppl businesses?? For me this time he still has heart just he is mafia he still have pride as it. But still he care for the wife. And he proud of jungkwon bc he not do some shitty work to pay the debt. And the mafia said he like to has a brother like that. But still he a mafia and jungkwon have debt from him. That's why he still track him.
As for jungkwon I know why he do to kangjin like that. He feel ashamed of himself when the uke see him in his low moment. He has to work for his family. For his mother and sister to pay the debt. But turn out he got scammed. His life just not easy and hard to go through. But I just feel a bit annoying with his pride. But yeah that's normal for man to have high pride.
But I still feel OK if kangjin with the mafia and jungkwon with that small boy. I don't blame him for kiss that boy bc when he kiss kangjin at hotel. Kangjin tell him that he already has boyfriend and he just want they to be friends like old time. So I think from that jungkwon feel OK to go for that boy offer and be his boyfriend I think.
But yeah it's still hurt bc both of them still have the lingering feeling for each other bc if the 'first love'. They broke up in shitty way while still have feeling for each other. I hope they can get their own happiness. Whenever they become together or they have their own partner.