Jinwoo and Coltons daughter's feed

I’m honestly so mad at myself
When it was around chapter 30 because I was way too invested in this manhwa and couldn’t wait so I dropped it
And till now… my heart was still so stuck on it that I went and threw myself back into the same hole again.
God knows how many weeks I’ll have to suffer, waiting for updates now..
Seriously what kind of idiot jumps back into the same hole they barely managed to crawl out of before?