
Thank you everyone for the warning... I'm so sad because I love our patootie bby so much.. in my head, he paid off his debt and live happily ever with his grandma...

*Spoilers*
In the novel the mc is so heartbroken at the news of his grandmother’s stroke that he starts hyperventilating like crazy and after she’s recovering he’s lamenting the pain of loving someone and how at any second they could leave I.e die and he’s dumbfounded by how much he can still love his grandmother despite her being severely ill. Like it showed how love is complex and not just roses and flowers. In that moment he’s lost all hope because he feels that even after loving someone they’ll just leave anyway and of course that’s when that bastard saves him as he’s having a breakdown mid hospital rush (apparently there was a large car crash and so they moved non important people away from surgery, his grandmother one of them ) and so he screams and wails and hounds every doctor to save his granny I started bawling. Let me know if you want me to continue
Honestly, if I were Nain, I'd have lost my mind too. Idc if that man loved me or not. If he cannot express it, it might as well not exist at all. But ig MC not saying anything also doesn't help.
Amon does start expressing it more in the future when nain actually starts behaving as himself without fear. Amon is distant because he respects nain and knows he's subconsciously afraid of him. Amon views nain as his 'other half'
It'd be nice to see them slowly learn to communicate better. (Honestly, Amon might be better than Yanu lol) But seeing the author adding the third guy + some spoiler, ig this is all angst
Tragic...
"I will do as you desire". :/
Expect 1, maybe 2, things. But yeah pretty much Amon is loyal. Imagine getting concubines just to not pay attention to any of them because there is only 1.