Fuck this was such a turn off, I really loved the story. It was so out of character from Sehun, why the fuck did they think it was a good idea to add this... It would've been much more enjoyable if at the very least they would've agreed on a safe word before all this, even if Yushin "enjoyed" that, this just looked like rape and that's it. At least with a safe word, even if it looked like non/dub con we could've gone "oh but Yushin didn't use the safe word he's good" but he was literally sobbing, screaming and pleading him to stop in his stupid one sided play... without a safe word, that's literally rape. And after reading 100 chapters and starting the novel, that doesn't even look like something Sehun would even do since he cherishes his precious Yeshin so much, now it just looks like the author wanted to appealed to a certain kind of audience.. disappointing.