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I have no finished the novel and skipped some boring chs..but yeah were gonna be expecting long slow burn filled with frustration, and things just get interesting in college arc and they only fucc almost or at the end, the rest of the good stuff would be in the side stories... were still soo far, MC meets with ML family, mc tries to help ML with family issues it backfires, they fight mC arm gets broken , friendship falls apart, MC gets bullied(long arc), he gets into a fight he really fought back but gets hospitalized where he woke up ML is there, here there is an attempt to rekindle but ml still left(forgot what part but ML at one point said they should make up but its not like he wants to its cuz apparently his dad wants to)..they do end up being friends again and MC is so confused about this..but this time MC has internalized hatred to ML, he does try to fall for someone else (sidechar) but sidechar is also scared cuz he was bullied when he went to school in u.s.a so he is coward and this plan falls apart cuz dude also godtier at clocking out people's behavior ..they do end up being sorta friends..so after MC grades tanked and he loses his rank , he hates ML so much..then one of the bullies offers to expose ML being gay by making MC fake confess to ML and video his reaction to spread..and on the day the plan was on go MC exposed the plan on the spot , so ML beat the crud out of the bully and called some other kid to be involved so they will be painted as gay instead...so bully removed..MC meets sidechar at bookstore accidentally and they go out for snacks, ML catches them and starts being jntimidating...at this point since its nearing graduation MC is so done with this shit tht he throws coffee at ML's face and left..and sends him barrage of angry texts and hatred..and this part ML mental state just dips..he shows up drunk outside MC' house they confront but mC still shuts him put..ml keeps visiting everynight, MC stops going to school except on graduation day where ML sees MC, mc runs away but Ml chases him...MC kissed Ml as a goodbye...and secretly booked a flight to america and dissapeared..ML goes obsessive insane looking for him..calling him in other people's phone cuz he is blocked..looking for him.. cut to college MC thought he was finally free of ml but he ends up being roommates of ML which is no longer wearing rosary and now more docile and listens to MC..mC makes him leave which he does..then Bully reappears to have revenge of mC and throws acid to his face, mL blocks it with his back and gets burned instead..MC college life falls apart cuz he spent most of the time taking care of ML in hospital and ML family does not give af and makes mC the guardian instead..here they start to rekindle ..ML says weird shit like god is a liar and now since he cant love mC he will just be a believer and lowkey worships him ..like kisses his feet..so now they hang out in the hospital...MC gets invited to a group blind date and ML insists of going too, and Ml gets passed out drunk ..they get home and they fucked...thts how i read, i skipped some chapters cuz its so slow burn tht long reads is barely moves the plot cuz its just talking with other chars and its frying my adhd brain haha