the excitement of possible sex next chapter didn’t allow me to think about this until now… i feel like eunsan taking Ian camping instead of junhui is super symbolic. We all know Ian and jun are kinda rivals… but eunsan ended up taking Ian for a reason. Eunsan has a soft spot for Ian, likes being around him, and is comfortable with him. I feel like deep down he knows he likes or could like Ian in a romantic way or else he wouldn’t be stringing him along. If Ian’s feelings really bothered him then he would try to put distance but instead he complies with Ian’s every request. Subtle moments like these are my favorites bc it shows how eunsan is truly feeling despite his words not aligning with his actions.
yeah exactly!! but i've seen some ppl say he's being kinda nonchalant(idk if its the right term to use here) about it, like he's just going along even though he knows how ian feels. idk, i think he's more thoughtful than that tbh. yeah there are times it looks like he's keeping ian at a distance, but it's not like he doesn't genuinely care. taking him camping this chapter was such a sweet move imo.
and i've also seen ppl on insta going "he's still talking about his ex-wife in front of ian," but like... we gotta remember his low self-esteem and internalized homophobia. it's not easy to just come to terms with that stuff right away. plus we're only 24 chapters in, so it totally makes sense he's still figuring things out. honestly im so looking forward to more of his pov
i love Dan he’s so cute i feel bad for Dan cuz his fear of being alone just got replaced by fear of messing up/disappointing jjk. It goes back and forth and I wish JJK knew his power in the situation. All he has to do is verbally reassure him in a nice way and Dan’s mental health would get better… but we’ll get there when we get thereeee





OKAY wait a match coming up means the jinx… i wonder if they will have sex??? There’s some tension building but it’s also way too early for them to be intimate again idk idk i think Dan will be open to it bc he feels obligated and indifferent but JJK will say no bc he doesn’t want to force him
didn’t even think of that. oh god
Jaegeng would probaby say not o sex
So true, JK’s not gonna be able to sleep with anyone else, and he’s definitely not gonna force Dan, even if Dan offers himself .
Lol that means He will loose that match! U sure he will take that risk?
If JK forces Dan now, it’d totally go against everything he’s been trying to do for Dan. So what he gonna do ?
He won't lose because the jinx is only made up by his anxieties anyway
yeah i feel like this is a turning point to prove he doesn’t need the pre-sex ritual and as long as he reassures himself he’s a great athlete and wants to win truly by his own motivations and not fear of being his dad, he will do well. But idk maybe dan will give him a little kiss on the cheek or something cute
I can't wait to see what happens why is this not a novel
What he lacks is sleep, some cuddling with dan will make him sleep