
I have a partner that I’ve known for about 4 years now and about a year ago we started dating for the third time and for some reason this time feels different I’ve been wanting to emotionally hurt my partner but I have no idea why whenever I talk to them I just have this urge to hurt them really badly and because of that i’ve been feeling guilty and Scared that one day I might say something that I would regret I actually love my partner and I don’t want to end are relationship just because of this error I have no idea if I should get professional help or if I should just I don’t know