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So if someone could kindly (like genuinely kindly cause I don't understand personally all the hate Tak is getting) explain to me that would be great. Let me explain why I don't understand: I do think Tak is idiotic for literally going every step of the way to accommodate Sanho, going as far as to have sex etc when he actually legitimately (but also not legitimately ) hates Sanho, cause I agree, that's stupid how does someone as intelligent as him not get that he loves Sanho, but like, I do agree with him at the end of chapter 75.
The guy you actively have sex with and kiss (atp I assume they are fwb cause they are clearly not in a relationship at this point, and they aren't normal friends) literally tells you IN THE SAME CONVERSATION that he wants you to admit you have feelings for him, while saying himself that he feels disgusted being with you (not taken directly but you get what I mean). What is Tak suppose to think???? Should he have understood that Sanho was just being tsundere and didn't meant it truly? Maybe, idk even I can't tell myself, but any normal person who hears that would feel like utter shit Σ(っ°Д °;)っ! The same person who is telling me that feeling butterflies for me is disgusting, is telling me ALSO that if he knew sex between us didn't involve feelings he wouldn't have started it! Am I not suppose to feel hurt/confused????
Sanho to me acts like a hypocrite. He wants and says one thing, but says and does another. He wants to date/love Tak (of vice versa idk anymore) but says himself that having feelings for Tak is gross. There's hardly any decent communication going on besides them arguing cause they don't understand eachother, or Sanho just drunkenly saying everything he feels to Tak. Why is everyone just hating on Tak when Sanho isn't better ╥﹏╥????
Like I said, I just want to understand, not trying to side with anyone here, so if someone could explain that would be great (⌒▽⌒)