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Im 23 years old and gay virgin boy who loves to read BL since 2020.
I feel like Im too disattached from the world, to the point that my standards for guys is just like in manhwa built.
Maybe this is the reason why Im still virgin and while trying to sleep in night, Im thinking of a top guy who yearns for me (but in a manhwa setting).
I cant imagine real guys nor I have any crush from the real world. I know it isnt real, but Im thinking optimistally that atleast I dont contract sexual diseases since Im safe (Im not just judging people with sexual disease, but rather for myself)
Does anyone also feel the same way with me? That keeps imagining fiction romance rather than real life?
Do you hate me because Im not touching grass (reality)? Cause Im not sure if I can share this with other people close to me in real life.