little private pleasures of my life
i remember that i started just a bit earlier, maybe mid-2016 — i just made the account in 2017. i’m going towards 10 years of yaoi, wow.
2023: i think i like the manipulative stories because it forces the guy to step down and admit his feelings. the supposed victim has no way of figuring it out, and i like those sorts of circumstances. they are better when the scenarios are objectively difficult to unpack feelings out of — “waterside night” and “checkmate” for example. following “jinx” since ch.6, and THAT will be a huge growth in character for joo jae-kyung.
2024: collection of fap material is growing. “saturday’s master” is one of my top faves this year. also can’t wait for “reunion” to come out fully with the mature versions.
2025: sadly, “jinx” isn’t really getting anywhere but pathetic. but i do still like reading bj scenes for pleasure. i really don’t read that much anymore aside for that reason, just hanging on to old ones. “passion” is finally getting interesting again!
the last couple of chapters i got queasy for how non-con it all was, but this one is gooood