SPOILERS BELOW
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Just so people won't be worried, coz while the MC leaves with ML on chapter 21 and they had sweet and sexy times. MC still decides to stay with the grandma.
They said their temporary goodbyes and it shifts to the perspective of the ML in the city where he works and is waiting for MC to call.
ML even prepared a room already for MC with the vanity mirror. It took a while (but only 1 chapter of separation for us readers thankfully) and it was winter again, ML kept drinking alcohol to keep his sorrows away. Until finally he gets a phone call from MC.
Grandma died offscreen. MC called him after the funeral and finally she has no more things shackling her to that godawful town. Still wanted the grandma to suffer coz MC sacrificed too much for that gaslighting toxic grandma.
The two reunited and ML kept crying when he finally met MC again. And starting from chapter 24 they together together with even more sexy times until the end.
Really wanted to see their wedding but the ending was still satisfying to see them happy and spending time together.
I LOVE THIS MANGA SO MUCH!
THANK YOU UPLOADER. YOU ARE DOING GOD'S WORK.
I LOVE THE FEMALE LEAD SO MUCH. SHE SO PRECIOUS AND GORGEOUS AND DECISIVE AND GAWDDDDDDDD. I JUST LOVE HER SO MUCH.
ML is great too. Protective but not too possessive. And he 100% supports the FL no matter what.
Side characters are even awesome! The coworkers and the family of ML chef's kiss with their support and understanding.
The ex boyfriend is the pain in the ass with his unhealthy obsession with FL even though FL repeatedly refused him already.
Really sad becoz of the ex the dream connection had to be severed. But this means more real time smexy time.
Spoilers below. This is only based on the korean raws. So vague impressions and understanding.
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In the main story the ML is the ex boyfriend. It's pretty straightforward that the ML and FL is the endgame coz they both still have feelings for each other. And ML is possesive over FL and has not been with/dated any other girl/ since he met her. It just took a while to fix their misunderstandings and get back together. But that did not stop them from being intimate. So many many sexy times.
As for second ML the sexy scenes with him were ALL only in his imagination and one time the FL's imagination. And a kiss when the second ML finally confessed to her but FL stopped it and did not go any further. He does seem to end up with her in the side stories. It seemed like an AU if FL and ML did not end up together. Coz ML is still there and likes FL but FL seems to reciprocate second ML more in that AU.
As for the short hair girl, she is not the ML's girlfriend. Just a friend. And is the lesbian love interest of the FL's sister (one of the twin siblings of the FL). She did bring about the misunderstanding between the ML and FL coz she was mad. Did not understand if she was mad at FL's sister or at FL for breaking up with the ML.
Not sure how accurate coz I don't fully understand Chinese
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The reasons she seems to meet the ex-husband every time so far was too help his sorry ass in work. Apparently his work wants to see his homelife so MC kept showing up as his wife to show he has like home life balance whatever and not a sorry loser. She leaves the moment it was done, leaving his sorry ass behind. MC just kept thinking about the blondie ML.
Except for the latest raw chapter, when blondie ML finds out she been helping the ex-husband after talking to the boss of her ex-husband (the boss seems to be ML's father or grandfather). In that moment MC seems to be comforting the ex-husband at his home coz he was crying about something. Unfortunately the MC and ML has not yet reunited and only talked in phone.
But MC not once in those moments did MC blush or be emotionally moved by her ex-husband. She doesn't look in love with him unlike the times she is with blondie ML. But she still goes to the ex-husband's side every time he needs help. I don't understand why.
warning !!
contains
- rape / non-con / dub-con
- emotional manipulation
- NSFW
- other tag warnings unlisted
i will mostly only includes R18 stuffs and good art since i am easily turned off with the art i dislike.
ALL MY LINKS WILL BE DIRECTED TO BATO.TO
non-smut toxic love/yandere ml recommendation: https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/2082021/
edit: links will be directed to batoto or hentai sites
For those who might found this list.
I'm not good in making reviews, so instead of reviews,
I just share my thoughts and feelings here.
I'm so used in reading smut mangas and most of the time, they only focused on the smut part, disregarding
the plot but I picked those who I think is
descent and nice, not hentai.
If we think differently, again, this is my opinion only.
I mean murder is bad and all I'm aware. After all this would be horrifying in real life. But this manga is fascinating in a morbid way. And really it was the two main leads that made it worth reading this. They are f*cked up in their own way and yet at the end I still could not help but think "Good for them. They are finally together."
P.S. I absolutely adore Tae Joon. Manly ukes are best. Plus I liked how my impression of him gradually changed as the story continued to unravel. I digged it a lot. From goody two shoes honor student to a man whose finally freed from his inhibitions.
Please give Kikuchi another seme. Please give Kikuchi a better seme. Please give Kikuchi the best seme and not the piece of SHITani.
Or ar least even if he ends up single by the end of all this, let him be the HAPPIEST out of the three main characters and somewhere FAR away from their toxicity.
It really broke my heart when Kikuchi was crying and breaking apart while SHITani and the b*tch Sudou was frolicking around and f*cking.
Kikuchi deserves better and god I hope the next volume will have him actually move on from SHITani and not cling to that piece of shit.
Please I am only invested in this becaue of Kikuchi and to see him miserable is hurting my heart.
And no amount of tragic background that the little b*tch Sudou may have that will excuse his terrible actions. It may have shaped his current personality and character BUT IT WILL NEVER ERASE HIS CRIMES and how he purposefully brought misery to the lives of others.
So yeah I am frigging bitter when b*tch Sudou confessed and SHITani looked moved like the indecisive bastard that he is.
I want JUSTICE FOR KIKUCHI. A HAPPY ENDING FOR KIKUCHI... And not for SHITani and b*tch Sudou.
[Sorry for those who actually liked those two. I am not picking a fight. Just expressing my thoughts and feelings cause this manga had me too invested. And I am way in too deep to just drop this drama.]
I FRIGGING LOVE THE FIRST COUPLE. Gawd! The slowburn of their romance was just perfect. No needless drama as it focused more on the two learning more about each other and falling deeper in love and eventually them gradually accepting their feelings. The pace of their relationship was just right because while Zichen wanted a label for their relationship, he never forced Sitong out of his comfort zone. He patiently waited for Sitong to be ready. And I LOVE LOVE LOVE SITONG so much. He was such a refreshing and interesting character to follow. And even though he is rarely vocal of his affections for Zichen (even though he loved him longer), his way of expressing his love was just adorable and wholesome.
Totally recommended! Such a satisfying story!
Can't wait for more chapters of the second season to release so that we can see more of the two sweethearts now that they are official~
Also very interested on how the plot for the second couple will play out!