beta
Honestly didn’t know I’d end up loving this story this much cuz everything Manabu did in the first vol brought absolute disgust to my guts. Mf was a literal sociopathic manipulative snakeass lookin bitch who groomed kids. I didn’t even understand why our old man (kinda forgot his name) kept going after him after he literally got r*ped. I mean he was using his trauma yadda yadda but still it felt unpleasant to read, shit even felt uncomfortable to look at too (probably bcs the artstyle resembles 3D ppl more than your typical 2D disgustingly beautiful delulu characters). But I’m glad I decided to read it till its end hoping Manabu will change for the better and when I tell you it didn’t disappoint IT DID NOT DISAPPOINT!!! Love their relationship still kinda feels weird seeing them together but I think the author captured what it’s like being in a adult and gay relationship is like 100% right. It just feels real yk the feelings angst and undoubting anxiety ab loving smn. I relate to their problems so much and also love how they handle problems like bitches I also wanna be mature in my relationship and handle things this maturely too. I may be writing too much bcs its 6am tired af and feels like my opinion is just what y’all needs rn but who cares I have no school tomorrow might as well rant as much as I want ╮(￣▽￣)╭