you can read this so at least yall can sleep peacefully TT
chase did not sleep with a dog. grayson lied. here’s what joshua reveal to chase on volume 3 - chapter 15
“You never slept with a dog, Chase.”
Chase froze, his body visibly tensing. Josh’s voice softened, filled with regret.
“Grayson lied to you.”
Slowly, Chase lowered his hands. The shock on his face was unmistakable. Josh pressed a gentle kiss to his forehead.
“He only said that to scare you… because you kept rejecting the truth.”
……….… (i cut a part of their convo here to my comment shorter)
“He also said you never slept with anyone before.”
Chase, who had been gripping his head in frustration, stilled. He turned to Josh with an incredulous look.
“You were always sedated with injections,” Josh continued, his voice gentler now. “And the reason he kept it hidden for so long was because you kept rejecting your Rut. So he tried to scare you into accepting it.”
this is one of the first kr novels i read back in 2020 TT i remember when the novel had like 15 translated chapters and i struggled finding raws and mtl-ing
anyway, i discovered the novel october of 2020 and on this day of october 2025, i decided to read this manhwa. tbh i don’t like reading manhwas of novel i’ve read before because sometimes those in charge of the adaptation change the flow of the story…
but i really like this one !!! i’m glad i decided to give this a chance. for those unsure of reading this, give this a go !! i was able to binge read this in less than half a day so if you’re bored, just give this a chance <3










i thank the gods for making me accidentally stumble upon this work of art !!!!! i like the characters, the plot, the art (esp the paneling !!!), the pace, the chemistry, and the subtle foreshadowing that i will be punched in the gut with some intense angst once jaeyoung’s past is fully revealed.
alsooo, their intimacy is so cute. like fuck me, when. is it my turn lol anyw, i just love their touchiness that doesn’t feel awkward (iykwim). their interactions feel like they’ve been together for decades !!! the subtle hand holding in the bg, face/ear/neck touches, the hugs, and etc.
UGHHH I HATE HOW I READ THIS WITH ONLY 14 CHAPTERS LIKE GIVE ME MOOOOREERE