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Okay gang, here's my thoughts after reading the latest chapter in raw. I think both of them having it rough when the talk(fight) happened. Cirrus with candy deteriorating health and him having to confront the consequence of their fight in front of the convenience store while also hiding it from skylar for his sake. Skylar with the amount of informations he got from dongshit and chanil that indicates how manipulative cirrus was and the possibility that cirrus' feelings are never real from the start, while dongshit might reveal their relationship out anytime.
Cirrus struggles with anxiety and fear of abandonment. The thought of losing both candy and skylar haunted him, and now one of them seems to get realer than the other (thank god candy's doing okay for now). While skylar struggles with trust and fear of being betrayed by the one he loves (aside of his fear of being outted but that's for another topic).
Skylar did give cirrus a benefit of doubt. He even said he's the one who knows cirrus best, that even though it's all turned out to be true he wants to hear it from cirrus himself. But cirrus lied out of fear of losing him when the topic brought up, without knowing that it'll backfires.
Had cirrus honest when skylar asked him, it won't be this bad. Yeah it won't justify what he's done in the past, but it shows his regrets and willingness to ask for forgiveness. So skylar thought that if the feelings are true cirrus sure will be honest with him right? He gotta regret what he's done right? But noooo he just gotta lie with a straight face as if it was nothing. So even after all those tears and sorrys dropped nothing changes because the trust has been broken.
Bet they both felt a huge amount of pain. And we all know how skylar's always responded when someone inflict pain on him, it's to inflict the same or even deeper cut onto them. It's one of his flaw that we all can criticize without hating on him because afterall they're just an 18 y.o teenagers with bunch of traumas and painful childhood.
I have faith that skylar'll regret it later. It'll be a great character development for him. But as of now i think they both needs time away from each other. I also have a faith that chanil might take a step to reach cirrus out first to fix their misunderstanding and hopefully that'll also indirectly help skyrus fix their relationship. Sooner or later skylar will also get to know about the situation cirrus hid from him and maybe that'll make him realize that the feelings are indeed real. And when they get back together they'll beat tf out of dongshit once and for all. Trust guys. Trust.
That's all i have to say, sorry for the bad grammar i just want to vent my thoughts somewhere and it just to be here. Pls bear with me. Thank you