
Guys I’ve read up to chapter 580 of the novel(and still reading). Ask me anything ur curious about (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

I know he'd never force yuder (and yuder himself probably wouldn't take shit from him too), but I'm scared of waiting so long and even AFTER they bang they're still unsure of their feelings for eachother and unsure whether or not fucking meant anything (emotionally) deeper, since that's a common trope... but thank u for the answer!! <3

Also I'd like to add Nahan DOES get worse in the future chaps, idk if you've reached this part - (spoilers)
His side literally has beef with him and they dont fw him at all, its like this; they view him as their savior and are grateful to him for saving them but soon its like they're being forced to be part of this vigilante group doing heinous crimes for the sake of pure revenge and they don't even have the choice to leave since to them they feel indebted to Nahan for saving them or they're just really scared of him. But of course some members of the Star of Nagran actually want to be there, mostly because of their actual leader (i forgot this dear brothers name, im sorry ). From what I've seen, Nahan is a bloodthirsty psychopath who will do whatever it takes to get revenge on people (mostly nobles) who abused/mistreated/did bad things (I'm out of accurate synonyms) to awakeners, i mean this guys dont gaf about innocent people, in his way? Murdered, not helping? Murdered, just happened to be there? Murdered.
Anyways sorry for the yap session, i have so much to say about that twisted ahole but aint no one got time for that, hes a well written villian who just wanted justice for awakeners but got fucked up and corrupt in the end

guys I highly encourage reading the novel for this manhwa. it has only 15 chapters and its waay better than this version. for example a lot of scenes are without context here (for example when felix and isaac were making out at benjamins birthday party, it is super weird but in the novel it's explained why they did that (esaac was trying to reject the gift cause it was too expensive to take care of and felix offered that if mc let him kiss whenever he wanted he(ml) would take care of it) it's missing a lot of vital scenes(spicy ones too) and you can actually see that isaac isnt just a stoic man with no feelings and its shown how he's falling in love with ml. he's super badass in the novel too but he shows emotions when it matters(not to mention his inner thoughts give a lot of insight), while in the manhwa he's just dry and you can't tell why and when he fell in love (if he did at all). plus the novel is finished and you won't have to wait ages (and its not made by a cp artist!)
ps be warned that the SA scene between isaac and cole is quite detailed and it was something I had to skip over cause it was too much

https://www.brittanypage43.com/tag/dear-benjamin/
This is where I read it. the translation is a bit wonky at times but it’s understandable

https://www.brittanypage43.com/tag/dear-benjamin/ I read it here

So in the novel after they beat the empress and throw her in jail, the ml visits her and forces her to take the exact same medicine she forced mc to take :3 (for the rest of her miserable life)

BIGGEST W FROM A MANHWA ISTG I HATE IT WHEN THE ENDINGS ARENT ON PAR WITH MY EXPECTATIONS
there always manages to be something to ruin it or it just feels incomplete but this is perfect. I have a large obsession with revenge and when justice isn’t served I get so mad. They never let the villains get what they deserve so when I see the end I’ll be kicking my feet in joy
Dude this story is just going in circles atp. Same issue over and over and over again. Resolve it already, I’m getting seriously bored