beta
listen….i read the last volume and the two sides of the first book…expecting to see some change in their relationship but BUT
I got so angry? Melancholic? Frustrated ?? When I saw when Ilay finally finds Tay he literally rapes him so badly that Tae actually starts sobbing and getting dizzy and nauseous (more so than usual) and he punches him and basically tortures him over a MISUNDERSTANDING OF ALL THINGS???!
It genuinely made me so sad because I heard that they get better but no?? Tay just gets used to his rape? In the sides he literally says that he learned to get used to just satisfying Ilay because he can’t say no to him ?? THIS MAN did NOT go SOFT AT ALL???