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when i started this, was very worried about how bad the abuse would be - given the warning at the beginning. thankfully there is a bit (that is uncomfortable) but the majority is left to the imagination. still my heart breaks for the FL - who isn't the exact definition of the word "strong female lead" but given the life she had to live through, i don't think there is anyone stronger then her - not only to survive, but survive with her mental faculties intact.

that's also why i am so thankful for the ML - he is perfect for her; he is kind, understanding, warm, compassionate - but most importantly he is very protective. she needs people like that in her life - especially with that psycho of a half-brother around. love that her mother-in-law is also very devoted & overprotective - she a blessing IMO. Miesa needs to be surrounded by people that care for her, that will help her get stronger - strong enough to stand-up for herself.

but the mother-in-law's personal maid is getting under my skin - after everything she has seen, why she blaming the FL for everything?!? idk i have a bad feeling she will try & hurt her by helping the crazy King. & as she isn't a bad person (her motivation is that she thinks she is helping her employers in the long run). so kinda feel bad for the ML & his side to lose anyone to the bad-guys side ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍ but am guessing, so i might be wrong - time will tell ( ̄∇ ̄")