Highkey want to see a drawing of him with all the piercings he used to have !!
I also feel so sad whoever sent bliss away seemingly lumped chase in with his brother who has no regard for this stuff, thats their little brother chase would never. Its so sad that freak made him believe/traumatize him that he would do something with the dog for so long, when hes not like that at all no matter how much his rut affects him, for both topics. Breaks my heart to see him freak out and driven to what looks like anger and lashing out to others due to his brother breaking his boundaries constantly, he just wants to be left alone
The utter rage i feel.
Chase asking the real questions and the fear and disgust at his brothers answer. His brother is a vile man
I watched the live adaptation and i absolutely fell in love with the characters. I might give reading this a go! Genuinely adore how hikaru’s character was handle and the language they used in it. Binged watched the whole thing and already miss the hikaru and haruka so here i am haha
God i didnt expect myself to cry lmfaoo wtf, i feel so sad for him. I totally get why hes so fixated on this guy especially given his circumstances. I think its also interesting because of his low self asteem and bad circumstances, he’s written to be getting attatched very easily and it bordering on becoming a bit much due to what seems like mental health issues, but we only see it from his perspective and how it might be just him one sided. And how he doubts himself a lot, and might be reading into things too much etc. His social anxiety feels quite real, as someone who suffers from autism and struggles really badly in social situations and how i feel about myself afterwards
I see people saying “just an mc who cant do anything for himself” but i personally really didn't see it as that and kind lf makes me sad thats what they took away from this. I think this is an mc who just really struggles with social anxiety, how it spirals and the ups and downs, and his situation.
Bro looks like hes on deaths door from lack of sleep. Its also nice to hear he isnt a complete jerk and was acting that way out of misguided somewhat desperation to keep talking to him
Urgh i love mr baek lmao. I really like his personality (how hes written and interacts with mc makes me laugh) and his cute side showing
Was surprised at the opening scene LMAO but wow really interesting so far and the art is so good! I really like the posing and how they worked with the panels
I smell something slowly cooking between the two new characters, Ex and white/light hair guy?
Gosh that ex is really delusional. Desperately clinging onto him by saying manipulative shit, and seems to instilling a bit of fear and a lot of self loathing into mc.
I understand why mc went to talk with the ml so soon, and then they can face the issue of the other guy together if, in mcs mind, ml still likes him, and i also get why he felt persuaded to get with his ex (although it doesn't excuse it) because often people repeat these cycles and resign themselves to what they think they are worth
Oh uhm, i thought he was maybe just a bit older than the seme, uke being an older kid, still a kid and still liked him, which i still felt was weird but yeah. Idk why i didnt think of him being an adult (when hes obviously much older) and saying “you look like a boy i liked” and him realising hes waka when his friends call his name. If he came to like him now theyre both adults, still a bit iffy but okay ig, but it seems hes liked him since he saved him…. When waka was a small child. I was hoping that wasnt the case. Oof wish i trusted my gut and stopped reading this instead of reading it for the smut TT TT
