シャンテル's Things

Never and I probably never will, because I always fall in love with people that are 'bad' for me. Seriously, I cannot count how many times I have fallen in love with teachers (stagaires, don't know to say it in English, but they're student-teachers, mostly 19 - 25 years old). I also have a little crush on a classmate that's also my college, but he ......   1 reply

I'm 15 years old and still a virgin. It's not so exceptional as being a 26-old virgin. When I was younger I fooled around with my cousins, but we were too young to actually do it, haha. It never really went 'in' so I think I'm still a virgin. I hope to lose my virginity to someone that I love, but I am scared to get intimate with people. I have nev......   reply

As a fujoshi I sometimes dream of hardcore and smexy sex as a seke. That's still a bit innocent, but I also have fantasies where I get kidnapped and raped... But the most disturbing thing about me is that I have had rape fantasies since I was maybe ten years old. I have never been abused, but I just thought that forced sex was exciting... That fa......   2 reply

Oh Gosh... One only? Ok, I would really want Killing Stalking (manhwa, I know) to be turned into an anime. It's so wrong, but that's what's so interesting about it. The plot is really good and although I've only read 16 chapters I know that It'll get only more fucked up. Killing Stalking would make a really exciting, but scary anime. But please, n......   2 reply