
The world building of this story is set up so that Crochetta is doomed to fail, so she's just trying to go against the current in her own way.
Running away with Roger? Really? Running from the guy who literally set his house on fire, killed his mom, and has an entire army + shadow mercenaries at his control? Setting bro up to get killed and then Crochetta would get confined just like she is now but just faster.
Staying with Roger even though she was explicitly told if she stayed with him he would be brutally murdered??????