NyanmaruBunny May 31, 2025 6:33 pm

Idk.
Rape is never justified but let's put this into context:

Yeonjo needs a therapist and right now, he doesn't really have much of a will to live besides for revenge (which he has failed at time and again and might have lost the appatite for).
Also Yeonjo is on the precipice of realizing his feelings for Hee-ryang (which is why he has been unable to kill him) but is currently in denial about them.

Yeonjo has attempted to murder Hee-ryang on several occasions and threatened to hurt himself to hurt Hee-ryang by proxy.
Hee-ryang believes to be in love and isn't at the stage where he can let go of someone he believes to love and let's face it, he hasn't loved anyone in a long time or maybe ever.
Also there is a part of him that believes that without him and the revenge against him , Yeonjo WILL lose any will to live he has left, which he is trying to avoid by festering his resentment.

Sure, all this was caused by his own actions but he lives in a cruel world and from what we have seen from him, he has been thorugh very much at a very early age. So where is he supposed to have learned emotional maturity, clear communication and compassion from?

From what we have seen in his internal monologues, I believe there is a deep respect in Hee-ryang for Yeonjo, a guilt he isn't yet ready to face and, again, his belief that festering his hatered is going to keep Yeonjo alive (and ofc he's horny) but sex is the only way he is able to communicate these feelings and intentions.
Also is you were in love for the first time in you life and the person you trusted above all tried to poison you, would you be able to forgive them? I don't think many would and while he has chosen extreme means of punishment, they are (to some extent) an expression of his pain and regret.

We are dealing here with very, very flawed, immature individuals on both sides and years of unresolved feelings and, if you ask me, the author has set them up very well.
Sex is usually there for the porny content in Yaoi. But here, at least in my opinion, it actually serves a plot point. (It may be a bit too drawn out but we ARE in Yaoi after all).

I also appreciate the dynamic we have been set up with. Usually historical Webtoon Ukes are pushovers simply because they're not in positions of power.
But Yeonjo shifts this narrative. Hee-ryang is besotted with him and whlie he bears the brunt of his physical punishment, it's clear that he does it because Yeonjo who has weaseled his way into his mind and heart and is able to, by hurting himself, hurt Hee-ryang.

There needs to come a turning point for borth of them sooner rather than later but I find their actions (despite extreme) rationally understandable and sound regarding the context and time they live in.

    Dhehe May 31, 2025 7:06 pm

    You put this in such beautiful words really, and I agree to your opinion these are very complex characters with loads of unresolved emotions like you said.

    And i really don't wanna see my shayka cry TT

NyanmaruBunny April 3, 2021 1:49 pm

They´re GOLD, pure fujoshi GOLD

NyanmaruBunny November 7, 2020 1:10 am

How ist sweet NK going to be saved?
I mean SH is dreaming away and he´s probably going to think baby NK ran away or left him.
NK ist definitiely not smart enough (sorry baby, you´re pretty thoguh<3) to get himself out of this situation.
So who´s going to save the day? We either need JH to have a change of heart or the nameless guy being all daddy-boss with JH and dragging him out of the mess he created.

And people, when are those two going to fuck?
JH´s ass needs to be given some nameless cock so he finally stops whining after SH.

NyanmaruBunny September 21, 2020 12:15 am

I´m probably really weird 4 thinking this, but SeungHo ist hot af.
He´s interesting, duplicitous, difficult, puzzling and I adore looking at him, especially those facial expressions turn me kind of on.
Gaaaawd, what is Byeonduck doing with me and why do I feel the urge to turn into a hot, sexy, tall man and cuddle little NaKyum?
What´s going on with me and what is this webtoon making me and why is it not being updated more frequently? I´m dying here, people! ╥﹏╥

    Woozi25 September 21, 2020 12:31 am

    We are upto date with the current chapter, it updates every friday on Lehzin.

NyanmaruBunny May 17, 2020 11:10 am

I know he´s basically a psychotic bastard, but I truly love Seung Ho.
He´s fun, interesting, unpredictable, complicated and layered. I enjoy every scene there is with him and, quite honestly, he´s hot.
Na Kyum is cute too but without Seung Ho he´d be but a repressed little chicken in love with his teacher. Although I´m looking forward to seeing how he´ll change, or actually both of them.
In Hun is obviously a bastard and that bitch needs to BURN, people.
About Ji Hwa I can´t really make up my mind. I could imagine him with the nameless guy and turning out to be pretty ok or he could end up as one of the definitive, irredeemable villains.

Has enyone wondered what the whole introduction in chapter 1 had to do with the story?
About Na Kyum being left on the brothel doorstep?
Maybe there´s some kind of secret behind his birth thing going on and our sweetie is actually a noble?

I really, truly can´t wait for any other chapters. The waiting is killing me.

    justme May 17, 2020 1:55 pm

    that is because he is a villain with redeeming qualities so you cant hate him instead you expect him to change .....not the case with Inhun lol

    justme May 17, 2020 1:58 pm
    that is because he is a villain with redeeming qualities so you cant hate him instead you expect him to change .....not the case with Inhun lol justme

    but i also like his devilish side its really charming yep ......

NyanmaruBunny April 30, 2020 8:34 am

People, I see it coming, mark my words.
First Seungho, that hot bastard, and Nakyum, our sweet little cutie pie, are going to make out, like, A LOT and overcome plenty of shit.
At some point the dark and moody nameless guy, who surely has a friggin awesome name, is going to tame that spoiled bitch Jinhwa and fuck him into submission.
The way I see it and what I hope for is a long period of seriously nice fucks, some treachery and plotting and a lot of LOOOVE.<3

    Z3R0_H3R0 April 30, 2020 8:45 am

    And then maybe our lord Will kick some ass of those who tried to hurt his painter yes?

    NyanmaruBunny April 30, 2020 11:03 am
    And then maybe our lord Will kick some ass of those who tried to hurt his painter yes? Z3R0_H3R0

    Well duh, obviously.
    He´s probably going to get fucked over himself but being the crazy ass shit he is, he and Nakyum are going to somehow fuck them right back.

    Z3R0_H3R0 April 30, 2020 2:26 pm
    Well duh, obviously.He´s probably going to get fucked over himself but being the crazy ass shit he is, he and Nakyum are going to somehow fuck them right back. NyanmaruBunny

    Very good uwu

NyanmaruBunny September 18, 2019 6:19 pm

This, my people, is gold.
Pure GOLD.

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