I read the first chapter but didn’t get far and finally decided to give it another go and like— I regret it this story is so fucking cute and GREEN all the way through and no annoying ass drama or if it is it’s eventually cleared up, this couple is actually becoming one of my favorites (reminds me of garam and Jaehyuk from cant think straight in some parts) the art is really cute and uncensored smut? Count me in!!
For anyone who wants to know who jihan interested in >>>>>
Chapter 56 starts with jihan coming home after leaving heeseop’s home finally in bed—he gets a text from heeseop who sent a picture of his parents and him saying how grateful they were to have him, jihan gets flustered and was going to text him back only to have jiyoung’s mom calling. (For those who don’t remember jiyoung’s mother was the only who set up jiyoung to date a girl and harassed jihan earlier to stay away from her son.)
She called cos she heard jihan got a job from jiyoung and continues to berate him about it saying that he’s using her son blah blah she says to end the relationship and now jihan’s mood is ruined and then he goes for a smoke. He gets alot of texts from jiyoung asking where he is and to contact him.
He’s outside of jihan’s apartment now and so jihan goes to confront him. Throughout the conversation jihan is keeping calm and isn’t talking much just listening— jiyoung is asking why he is doing this and says “is it fun to play with ppl” (actually hilarious that he says this) he asks if he needs more time (as in to move in with him etc.) jihan finally talks and says something alone the lines of,” if you don’t go your mom will worry, you can contact me later” jiyoung gets annoyed and asks if his mom contacted him.
He doesn’t say and jiyoung mentions to just change his number and that his mom won’t bother him again. Jihan goes silent again and while jiyoung tries to get him to talk he notices hickeys on his neck. He gets mad once more and asks if jihan has been messing around with heeseop.
He doesn’t say and only repeats that his mom will worry and jiyoung is questioning what’s going on “you’ve never been like this” and if he’s going through a hard time and if that’s why he was with heeseop. He brings up the living situation again and says he can provide for him (even tho your mom can just cut off your savings if she hears about this? Yeah ok lol) he says to lean on him and not heeseop.
Jihan says i wonder if it’ll be different if heeseop had told this story? (I assume he means if heeseop was asking to live with him he would respond differently—crazy bomb anyways) jiyoung is confused and asking what is he talking about (“did you say that wrong?”) he gets upset and blurts out jihan’s name and then jihan musters up and says, “I want to end it all. All of this. Being meaningless sex partners.” SO!!!! Yeah if it wasn’t obvious before it is now— he’s going with team heeseop!! YIPPIE!!!! I’m just happy he finally put his foot down and laid it out who he really likes.
TLDR; heeseop is endgame
For anyone who wants to read it
CH 55 SPOILER
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So it starts off where last chapter ends—with jihan being in the arms of heeeop but waking up to the sound of the door opening and trying to pled to heeseop that someone came in with heeseop sleeping mumbling about his parents being home xD jihan gets hella embarrassed and tries to get out of heeseop’s hug but gets tangled up even more and then the door opens to reveal both his parents in shock (flustered) his parents are pretty cuteee ^^!
Next day jihan is asked to stay for breakfast which he does and gets annoyed at heeseop for the embarrassment earlier on with him just smiling. His mom speaks up and questions their relationship straight up which makes jihan shocked and he couldnt exactly say— he than gets flashbacks to jiyoung’s mom who disowned their relationship, thinking the same would happen with heeseop’s mom. Heeseop grabs his hand tight and tells his mom that he likes jihan, leaving jihan waiting for the angry only for it to not come and his mom thanks him for being by her son’s side saying how he was always shy and got tease a lot so it makes her happy.
They talk do more but this leads to jihan realizing how warm heeseop’s family are along with heeseop himself. Ngl this right here nails the head right on the coffin that heeseop is def endgame like introducing his parents to his crush with confidence idk I would be so disappointed if the author just wrote off all that. ATP it’s more of the story being a slow burn of jihan eventually learning to love again. OH! By the end of the chapter heeseop wants to stay with jihan which jihan mentions he can always call him— heeseop however takes the initiative and goes for a kiss while adorably holding jihan cheeks together smiling. It’s so DAMN CUTEEE
CH 54
Jihan stares at a sleeping heeseop recalling how kind he always been to him, wonder why he’s always chooses him even with his ugly and dishonest sides. He mentions how love can go away and change but still yearns for it himself— saying “if it’s you…” which leads to him tearing up, waking up heeseop.
Heeseop confesses once more that he likes jihan & how he’ll continue to wait for him and his love won’t change even if jihan hates him. He than grabs jihan into a hug and they fall asleep with jihan smiling.
Ngl this cover art made me hella hesitant that this was gonna be just some BS but low-key… weird as it is it does have an interesting plot and the smut goes hard..