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I understand this wholeheartedly, I'm not sure what this disorder is called but I do have whatever he has, it's hard to understand and come to terms with what I'm feeling, sometimes I just don't feel anything so it's hard to build a relationship with other people. Yes I do feel spur of the moment emotions but those fade quickly. Saying that to say you try to emulated what you see other people do, emotions wise, you smile cause everyone else is but you're not even happy about anything, you feel nothing, you're numb, and its hard telling people that because they wont understand it themselves. So to seeing it kinda laid out plainly I can't blame him because he's trying this time.